student nurse Penny

Week 1 Over...

2011-03-12T18:16:00.002+08:00

i know i havent been updating over the week... actually, i've been busy trying to cope up with my life in college. it's not that i have a lot of classes to attend, but i'm still struggling to adjust myself over the time now and then...

no no, it's not that i have a lot of classes to attend, definately not. but i still hate the idea of going to class doing group presentation which i didnt like very much. some people are just so stubborn that they think they know it all, and refuse to listen... argh~

anyhow... June is approaching and while looking at my journal i'm starting to think whether i have enough time left for my exam preparation or not. whether i like it or not, i'm phyco-ing myself that i can do it in time!

no more fooling around and it's time for hardcore revision! but, i've to liase with my health so most the time this week i was slacking around trying to adapt... one week over another to come! everything's gotta be different from now on~

Frustration

2011-03-07T17:11:00.003+08:00

today was supposed to be my first day of class...

but it ended up all, being ugly.

because, the first thing i did when i arrived at class just to find our class occupied was bombarding my lecturer in charge with A LOT of questions... which she did not manage to answer which she, herself ended up being frustrated with us asking so much of questions...

bla bla bla etc etc... with all the forceful questions going on, they finally manage to get something out of nothing... the management was really bad... and tomorrow, a briefing session will begin at 9 am. i guess all the while i've been quiet for as long as i could... and now i was the one firing questions and making so much of noise...

and so, she promised to hand us the schedule by tomorrow but i'm thinking, it might be on daily basis... geez... so much of a day... and still, we're still frustrated over the lecturer's attitude... man... it was really bad!

End of the 'never ending clinical placement'

2011-03-01T11:53:00.000+08:00

two months, two months passed by just like that...

my clinical placement has ended there and then... it was great, really great to be able to work with all those wonderful people that i met... :) they've been helpful, guiding me all the ways that they could just to make me a better person... and i did enjoy most of the time although, there were times when i just smiled evilly when it was time to knock off from work... =X well, i didnt enjoy that few departments than i have before but yeah, it was all gone now...

that's it... clinical placement has finally come to an end and i'm grateful of that... it has been stressful trying to cope up especially when i have to switch over to the other wards... not easy, to get to know new people and to work with them... and just when you've started adapting to everything... time to switch again...

anyhows... i'm still happie that i have 2 great person supporting me. thank you mom, for insisting that the rental isnt a problem... and thank you dearest for tolerating all the inconsistent working hours of mine... without the 2 of you, i wouldnt have been where i have there and then...

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what i miss most during the whole journey alone in Sunmed was my former roomie Pei Ting. we've been working together since 1st semester and since then we've been placed together no matter where we go. when i have a bad day at work, i just miss having her around because i can rant all i want with her...

and there i have my new roomie ( now known former) Sook Ting who is such a cute little girl that well, when you see her you just feel like protecting her... :) such petite size she has... well, 2 months we spent together, we learned to depend on one another... and after i moved out, i left her a tiny little note... :) which she replied in FB that made me teared...

'When I saw my empty bed, I really miss you. very happy co-existence and the same room with you for 2 months.I'm sorry did not eat a meal to say goodbye.u oso加油!..Waiting for you to come back sunway.=')
my dear roommatePenny Ho ♥'

Oh well, now that my semester break is starting... i'll just have to rest as much as i could and prepare myself for the wars that are to come... Happie holiday people!

Hello, Baby Girl...

2011-02-22T11:50:00.000+08:00

She struggled,

She teared,

She’s in pain when all these were happening…

Just to bring her baby girl to this wonderful world…

I've never seen anything this captivating and this beautiful in my life...

Hands in hands,

They both held their hands together with each push she made…

Deep breathing, deep breathing,

They did it together side by side…

The only thing that I could feel there and then,

was the love…

How can I ever forget such a mesmerizing moment?

I was touched,

So touched that tears welled up in my eyes…

The arrival of the baby girl was so quick,

That that moment just vanished before your eyes…

And there she was,

Crying at the top of her lungs gasping for air…

eyes widened,

cant wait to discover things around her...

and she has her eyes...

I’m grateful,

That I was able to witness all these happening…

Because then I knew how precious love is…

For everything to take place…

Then i knew,

i can do this for the rest of my life- Receiving a new born baby...

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they say... woman looks her greatest when she's wearing her wedding gown...

but i say... woman looks her greatest when she's giving birth to her baby...

Back For Good!

2011-02-21T11:38:00.000+08:00

i know i have been away from blogger for as long as i could remember, and i thought well, i would enjoy my write at Tumblr, which i initially did...

however, i realised all these rebloggings are sometimes pointless and... made me less motivation to blog. and then i thought, how am i to export all my entries there back here?! well, it's pointless and it wont work... :( i started another blog using blogger but there was no feelings there... i cant feel my energy there either...

so here i am... back in the old bloggie... :) i'll try to update more but no promises... my semester is gonna get pretty much intense with my Nursing board exam approaching in June!

see you then~

2010-09-04T17:04:00.002+08:00

heya...

please be noted that i've moved my bloggie...

http://pennyho.tumblr.com

thank you... : )

SunMed

2010-09-02T19:46:00.004+08:00

one random day at work, a patient has sent 2 big boxes of cupcakes for everyone of us in our ward to show his gratitude to us nurses for all the cares we rendered to him. : ) it made my day. the cupcake did taste very nice. and it has glitters on it all over the cupcakes…

anyhow, if you were wondering how awesome my work place is, i’ve got a picture of it showing how beautiful it is making my way to work. : )

the long corridor just to get to my ward. look at the view outside...

this yummiliciously pretty cupcake from a patient in the ward...

2010-08-31T10:55:00.002+08:00

nothing would ever feel better after having an aftermath at college sitting for the difficult exam just so this day would come- allowance time! and this time its no ordinary allowance because i've extras for my academics. : ) it's like... sitting on the couch in the office counting down the day this BIG BONUS DAY would come... and mine came.

we went shopping. and of course, who would ended up empty handed?! thanks to the on going raya sales, i got loads with a cheap price. like, a pair of stone- washed jeans, black hippie pants, a yellow stripes top, and a dress. and i can proudly tell others, i SHOPPED.

and then, we went to Popular for some book browsing. been having the thought to buy Eat, Pray, Love you see. but the thing is, a love-struck novel reader like me found nothing interesting to read. (in fact, Eat, Pray, Love didnt seem as nice as it is to me to read either, but i bought it because i knew i would regret not wanting it. ) anyway, what i realised later was... there's no other romance novel out there that can be sweeter than the one that i'm having... : ) i'm blissed, by countless of love around me... and thank you for that...

2010-08-28T16:44:00.002+08:00

yesterday was my last day at work in SunMed. crazy as it seemed, i was assigned to be the team leader of the ward...

it was, well, i must say, fun... to be calling one doctor after another, and to other paramedics in the hospital in order to get my work done. anyhow... i think i'm psycho, or maybe, a soon to be workaholic.

yesterday as i was following Dr. W's round he was explaining a whole bunch to the patient. he then told me to pass on the message to the other SNs to call Dr. Adam and Dr. Ng tomorrow regarding a biopsy to be done...

and last night when i slept, i dreamt that i was scolded by Dr W because i didnt get my job done. i didnt manage to call Dr. Adam nor Dr. Ng. in the end the biopsy is not done. geez... what is this anyway!?

2010-08-24T11:36:00.002+08:00

sigh sigh... having menses this time round could be one of the worse thing ever... the aircon in the hospital is so cold that it gives me more pain than ever.

last night the pain was getting so unbearable that i can merely stand straight. what i did after going home last night was rubbing my back with some ointment and then i figured i can use some warm compress. and i did... which shortly after that relieves all the pain that i was feeling and i slept a whole lot better....

tips for you...

not only warm compress can be done during menses pain... it helps with back ache too... =) try that! i'm waiting forward yet again to go to work today... dunno. i guess i'm getting my hands on all management stuff and it gets easier that i'm depending lesser on my tagging Staff Nurse. she's a great person too, really. : )

2010-08-20T12:30:00.003+08:00

there are so many rants and complains in life. when you're in somewhere far far away to the city you'd complain how things are so rural here and how you wish you were back in the city.

yet coming back to the city might not do any good either. because in the big big city where population is a whole lot greater than that in the rural area, public transports is the biggest problem causing to all tiredness, stress and...etc especially for people like me with no car and no license. one delay in the far end station will cause you...a lot! you have to stand and wait, then cramp into the 'sardine can' with the rest of the peepz, what's worth crediting was the 'free sauna' provided... RIGHT... =='''

sigh... so contradicted... in kampung too rural to live, in city, to big to leave about... humans...

Fun facts of the day...

2010-08-07T14:48:00.002+08:00

there's a fun fact that i would like to share with you. okay, maybe not as factual as it sound, and i think it only applies on me. :)

Fun Fact No. 1

you know when a patient's pamper is fully soaked with nothing more but urines, the smell can be so intense that you would gasp for fresh air. and trust me, you'd be wide awake if you were sleeping ( that's how ammonic it can be). but then, few seconds later i find myself breathing all so normal. in and out, ammonia went into my lungs. and though the smell was still strong, but it seems tolerable and comfortable to breath...

Fun Fact No.2

sometimes when you have an immobile patient, they cant do anything but to pee and poo in their pampers. and so, you have to clean their poo for them. BUT THEN... regardless of how stinky and dirty AND nasty they look, we still find the courage to breathe and clean up for them... : )

Fun Fact No. 3

although i jab patients with needles quite often, but when it's my turn being jab, i'd freak out! lol... and it hurts too... XD

and most important of all, we never complain any of them... : )

so, you should know better... this job is not easy at all...

2010-08-06T07:40:00.004+08:00

i dunno when i dunno how... i've become an early riser! oh my gosh... it's only 7.43 AM right now and i'm wide awake. the worst thing is, IT'S MY DAY OFF...

my first week in the ward was probably a nightmare! i didnt like where i am or where i was. the staff nurses and ward sister arent the most friendliest people alive and i can assure you that alright. however, i must give credit to the doctors. they're by far the friendliest housemen i've ever met that are very willing to teach. : ) so well, it's a give and take i guess...

but then, i'm busy. as usual... though there arent much patient here, but i'm constantly busy with my assignments and journal. you just gotta keep it updated. ( though i'm sure my instructors didnt understand much in what i'm writing. few pages long some more! ) *lol* but yeah, it's good for self and i'm doing my work. so yeah...

we were planning to go Penang today, Pei Ting and I, but i dunno. we just cancelled the plan. : ) next time... one week before our Raya Break we'll go... i'm sure of that. sometimes i just wonder how my fellow mates got so much of energy. arent they tired after all the chaos in the hospital and yet still manage to go Penang, Alor Setar?! man... i really envy their... courage, bravery, and energy! lol...

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by the way, as you can see... i've just changed the layout of my whole bloggie. like it?! : )

Pixies...

2010-08-05T19:29:00.000+08:00

hey... i'm back... lol, i know i havent update very often these days. and i know i havent upload any pixies too. so here are some... : )

my long and slender legs... this is far by my best and only skinny jeans! lol.

: )

Fruit SALE!

2010-07-30T09:37:00.003+08:00

i've been here for almost 2 weeks now. if you asked me, this place isnt as bad as it sounded. yes, food is definitely out of our reach here. wherever you want to go it's all about money. it's basically a no money no talk basis here.

the other day Ivy, Bei Ting and i went to the nightmarkets with the rest. and i had SHOCK! the food here is surprisingly CHEAP. when i say cheap, it is REALLY CHEAP; especially when it comes to tropical fruits. it's as though they're having a big fruit sale here in market. have you seen 5 durians only selling at the price 10 bucks?! no?! or a fair 2 bucks for one durian?! back in KK, a kg of durian can sell up to 15- 20 bucks. but no, they dont really weigh durians here. the thing is, the quality IS GOOD. thick, creamy flesh... the smell is simply irresistible...

one more thing, rambutan... another dirt cheap fruit you can find here. it's only 2 bucks for 1 kg!!! and again, the flesh is yet again thick, sweet and juicy... yummilicious!

by the way, most of you must have not known that these 2 local fruits have loads of benefits. first thing first, they contains loads of vit.c, good for fighting infections, increases immunity...etc etc... i must say( mostly applicable for those in KL), since it's a heck of tropical fruit sales, BUY and INDULGE! lol... XD

2010-07-29T09:51:00.000+08:00

it was raining so heavily that morning. one of our patient came in late for dialysis and i could tell that he was irritated. and i could understand why. first thing first, fixing the tubings, waiting for the machine to rinse, test run and flushing of tubings are very time consuming.

as a newbie in this dialysis ward, it took me a total of 2 days to completely understood how to function the machine and to fix every single tubings into the machine. and of course i was excited that each morning i would go to the machine and start fixing things for the patient. and that day, i made his day... just as he thought he was all so late, having to fix everything all over... everything was done there and then... he sat down happily with a big smile on his face awaiting for the staff nurse to insert 2 catheters for him before the whole dialysis process can begin...

though some of you still think that nurses do nothing but to clean dirty buttocks changing pampers and bed sheets... let me tell you, you may be right but even the tinniest little thing you do for a patient, means a whole lot to them. a touch made a big difference in their life...

and that's how i made his day...

U P D A T E!

2010-07-24T10:46:00.002+08:00

i know i know. i havent update my bloggie for awhile now. fyi, i'm still alive, and i think i'm gaining weight. you know, when you have long hours at home this is what it will do to you. you have the crave on biscuits and what so ever it is you have while doing research and stuff. sigh... HOW?!

btw, i'm currently in the land of far far away, Kulim for my very last posting. the journey from Nilai to Kulim itself, took almost 8 hours. imagine that... here, it's a very small town which transport would be the most inconvenient thing ever. the provisions are quite expensive, 2- 3 bucks more expensive than it is in KL area, but the food, DIRT CHEAP. can you imagine buying 4 durians for only 10 bucks? or 1 for 2 bucks!? but that's how much it cost here! =P as for the quality of the durian, i must say, NOT BAD too... : )

the hospital... i reckon it's a small one here where it's not as hectic as those hospitals that i've been to. Batu Pahat is MAD CRAZY, the wards will be so full that patients literally sleep at the corridors. Muar, is a whole lot betta than BP, though patients dont sleep around the corridor, but there's so much to do. here, i'm not so sure just yet. because last week i've only been to the A & E department, which is one of the very interesting place and also, it can be a little boring when there's no patient coming in.

well, to me, that's how i think. no patients= no accidents, no one getting sick, which is a good thing. hmmm, but honestly, there's so much to learn about. things that we were once forbid to do are now allowed in A&E, like taking blood from patient, inserting branula ( a small catheter they insert into your veins for drips) which i'm not very skillful about it. it took me all total of 3 patients before i can finally insert one correct one.

what else?! the first day at work was already chaotic. a patient actually collapsed into fits in front of me and we had to resuscitate the patient. i didnt do much of course, with the whole bunch of MOs and MAs in there. well, i assisted a little though... : ) great experience i should say... seriously.

and one more thing, that made me rather unhappy was simply because we're now in 5th sem and people just expect us to know more, expect us to know everything. : ( very hard you know... because our clinical experiences are little and so, we dont literally know everything. when they say, oh so you're in 5th sem, you should know everything by now. you should know better...' sigh... horrible i tell you. gotta start revising but the line here is so good that PPS-ing and my current obsession with Dragonica isn't helping. geez...

Airport

2010-06-20T23:27:00.002+08:00

airport, is one of the place i least like...

it is simply gates to separation and reconciliation.

sad because of the separation that will take up months to reconcile...

it's not easy to be the one sending off...

standing at the gate of separation,

tears can just trickle down easily from my eyes

i never like this...

however,

i'm happy because there's someone special waiting ahead for my arrival...

i palpitate all the while in the plane,

it's as though summer is here that i wanted to do somersault

standing at the gate of arrival seeing him...

my heart melted away with a big smiley on my face...

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though this isnt the first time,

but the feelings are always the same, reminiscing...

2010-06-10T19:12:00.002+08:00

i figure i should probably start updating my bloggie. but heck, it's time consuming and i'm feeling a lil bit too lazy. anyhow, if you were all wondering, i did survive through my finals though i'm not too sure how well i've done for Community Health. geez...

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anyway, i'm currently on a 2 weeks break before heading back to college for more posting to do. no good, it's not a good omen when you were told that Kulim is where you'd be. but the good thing is, Pei Ting will be there with me so heck, why complain?! Penang's just way down and there'd be MORE FOOD! LOL...

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as i was talking... do you know that i nearly MISSED my flight back to KK?! i bet not... i thought my flight was on 4.30 pm, and when i boarded on the AirAsia Bus it was 2.40 pm. the bus driver for no reason was driving so slowly. as i anxiously sat on the bus, i saw other buses depart late over-taking my bus. oh gosh........

when i arrived in the airport, it was already 3.50 pm!!! i ran all the way to the check in counter to only know that i went to the international side. i then ran again all the way to the domestic gate just to be stopped by the guard because i hadnt scan my bag! i told him in urgent that my check in counter has closed and my flight was at 4! he impatiently let me in and i ran to the service counter begging them to let me in. thank goodness my flight delayed! other wise......

lol... lesson learned. i never told mom that i nearly missed my flight. Doris and i were already planning to buy the 2nd flight that day at 9 pm that cost 600 bucks back!!! omg... never again!!!

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been eating a lot lately... lol... literally being a pig here. moments like this dont last long... LOL... =)

2010-05-30T21:09:00.003+08:00

honestly, i've been counting down from days after days for my finals to come....

and so, here it is- tomorrow...

i've finished revising for tomorrow's subject...

but heck, why do i feel as though, i've studied nothing?!

omg omg omg....

help help help...

SOS please someone help me....

i'm gonna revise one more time and i'm heading to bed...

i need loads and loads of rest...

as for my friends dearest...

best of LUCK!!!

Immunization

2010-05-11T23:04:00.001+08:00

i was reminded of my childhood time today. =) of how brave i once were back when i was 7, when immunization jabs were given in primary school by the community nurses. i recalled how the boys in my class cried till they have running nose. and heck, i told my friend that i wont cry! and i didnt. XD and why i say i WAS ONCE brave?! because if you asked me to get a jab now, i'd probably cry. i'm serious...

as i was saying, i'm back in Nilai for one week to serve my community nursing. and today, i was fortunate enough to have gone to one of the primary school in one of the rural area in Nilai. purpose?! to give INJECTIONS of course! haha... and boy oh boy, i should have brought my camera along because i could have taken great shoots of how terrified some of the kiddos are.

before we even start giving injections, those primary one kids literally started shivering and cried aloud like cats and dogs! the way they shout was classical! man, but some was brave, they took it like a MAN. lol... the worse thing was, having a little girl in my arms trying to give my first jab. before giving it, she started crying and crying and shouting....... she wasnt traumatized by the needles of course, but I WAS... horrified by the way she screamed and struggled as we tried to restrain her to give her the 2 doses of injections. man... tough day...

anyway, the rest of the kiddos were alright. =) i managed to give a few more without problems. the funny thing was how they responded before and after the jabs.

me: sakit tak?
kid: tak...
me: kenapa nangis?
kid: ( continue sobbing...)

oh oh oh... do you know that they also check on your testes ( for boys only) to see whether your testes have descended?!?!??! i got soooo shocked to hear this... and then this was what the Staff Nurse said to those who will be doing physical examinations for the kiddos.

SN : selepas check nanti, bagi tau budak tu, nurse buka seluar check telur.

==''' what the hell?!?!?!? LOL!!!

2010-05-05T22:09:00.002+08:00

oh crap... i'm so dead this time. i've underestimated everything and now i'm running out of time. i missed one subject... my schedule, study schedule... one subject missing and now i'm one week behind the schedule... crap oh crap!!!!!!! but the oddest thing is that, our exam schedule hasnt release yet! odd...

this week is passing by too fast. i dont know if it's due to the chaotic and hectic work in the ward or what, but hey... every time i take a glimpse at the time another hour has passed. shit...

i'll be heading back to Nilai this coming friday to serve my community, and then on coming saturday will be coming back to Muar for one last week. sigh...

2010-04-29T17:35:00.003+08:00

dead tired. if you asked me what have i been doing the whole day, i honestly cant recall. all i knew was walking around the ward doing these and that the whole day until my instructors called us in for a group discussion.

i had a tough day, honestly. was scolded for the things that i have not done, was scolded for no reason... etc etc all kinds of craps just happened... the worse part was having a stiff neck at work. i literally dragged my head around the ward unsure when will it dislodge from my neck. LOL.

anyhow... i'm just glad that tomorrow's friday... i was starting to wonder when will it come!?

p/s E! have funnnn... have a great weekend, have a great blast... i know you've been waiting for this moment to come for tooooo longgg... XD

2010-04-28T15:02:00.002+08:00

and so, i was checking in my online maybank account... i've never felt sooooo poor for a longggg time... what have i done?! where have all my money gone to?! sigh... but thank goodness its almost the end of the month... still, i'm declaring a bankruptcy...

2010-04-27T15:05:00.002+08:00

today was the first time i scolded someone in public without feeling a sense of guilt in me. i dont wanna talk about it though.

anyway, for the past 2 days, working in this ward seems to stress me up a lot. despite the fact that we have 2 instructors along with us in the ward, both of them teach different things and work differently. it was hard, really. and for 2 days in a row i was scolded over different ways of working. sigh~ stressful...

2010-04-25T21:12:00.002+08:00

one week over another is here...

cant believe this stupid april is coming to an end.

oh hey... but guess what?!

when may comes,

everything will be heck busy...

assignments, case studies, tests...

all coming up...

HOW SWEET!!!

haha...

honestly,

not working is even more tiring than working...

last week i was posted in the ENT and Eye clinic...

we've got nothing to do and i felt soo tired that i dozed off literally ALL the time... =P

btw, it was great to be able to go ENT...

the doc was great that he taught us a lot.

k...

my new resolution...

stop playing FB and start digging in my books!

CIAOZ!

psycho...

2010-04-17T14:12:00.004+08:00

my week in serving in the Psychiatric Ward has finally ended. no doubt, it was yet another great experience seeing people suffering from mental illness, observing the way the act about in the ward. what i cant get use to is, having my patients wandering here and there in the ward all the time; instead, we were the ones who stick our butts on the chair. =P

schizophrenia, however, is a very common mental illness here in the ward, mostly due to depression and stress.=X by the way, the patients are almost friendly. honestly, they look perfectly normal however, there's this patient who kinda freaked me out almost everyday... she stares at you, literally STARES at you, as though she's searching deep within your soul or something. scary, yes! very. very the evi you know!

oh yeah, if you were wondering, it's kinda bored too. i literally dozed off on the table almost everyday... =X hah.

Hello...

2010-04-11T15:09:00.004+08:00

Muar Muar. what a place. it's only one hour plus away from Batu Pahat; it's located in between Nilai and Jb...

the house is BIG, the rooms are spacious... but neither of us knew what the night hold for us. all night long we were literally awake looking at the ants and cockroaches having their party, typical saturday for clubbers. ==''' not only that, the room stinks! and it is oven hot... i sweated throughout the whole night... imagine that.

by the way, as usual, we went off round the town to see what to eat about and search high and low for supermarkets. bought loadssss, and had the worse dinner ever. geez...

dinner at 古文湘 ( gu wen xiang)

Sweet and Sour Pork at 6 bucks. tasted so so only. the pork's not so fresh actually...

Sweet and Sour Fish! Ivy said they used the wrong kinda fish to cook this. tasted weird...

Pei Ting ordered Fish fillet porridge. odd, the clay pork was filled with loads of water, with very little rice in in... we said, we could cook better than them... at 7 bucks which is crazy...

this fu yong dan, cost us 6 bucks, very oily very salty. FAIL!

haha, and look... i told you we bought loadsssss....

Tatas BP...

2010-04-08T15:13:00.001+08:00

today's my last day at Batu Pahat Hospital; similarly, my last day in Batu Pahat- end of my voyage in BP. lol. sad?! not really... excited for a new place?! no either.

anyways, before we left, we went back to 貪吃街 ( tan chi jie) for dinner. though the food is dirt cheap, however, the food served was rather disappointing...

Ivy and i with our 3 instructors.

Curry Laksa @ 3 bucks. tasted, so so only... spicy, oily, they are however quite generous with the santan...

this, is the so called 'prawn mee'. i was, hell shocked to see this cause i was expecting the Penang Prawn mee. geez... even so, the prawns were damn small... also at 3 bucks for one bowl.

this store specialised in Clay Pot Chicken Rice and Clay Pot Mee.

though salty, but it tasted not so bad. they're quite generous with the rice, chinese sausage and also the mushroom. it cost us 3.80 bucks, which is VERY CHEAP in comparison to those in KK.
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Hating Monday

2010-04-05T14:38:00.004+08:00

who doesnt?!

after all these while, i realised something...

which i would like to call it Monday Syndrome...

and the symptoms are easily recognised

1. Unable to wake up in the morning
2. Tired and fatigue
3. Restless
4. Cant stand still
5. Continuous Yawnings
6. Low Blood Sugar
7. Diziness
8. Sunday mood withdrawal

but then again, these symptoms can easily resolved by having an early break, eat something, buy a candy bar and drink some 100 plus. after that, you're good to go! hehe...

anyway, i seriously hate monday mornings especially when i have to work in the morning. the feelings just wont resolve, the feelings of missing Dear. sigh...

this will be the very last week in Batu Pahat. we'll be moving to Muar this saturday... 6 more weeks, 6 more weeks...

DROUGHT

2010-03-31T11:29:00.003+08:00

what the hell...

there's no water here in the place where we live... :(((
the water stops from 7 and only recover at 8 pm.
( no wonder the malays woke up at 4 something in the morning to bathe!)

how to shower?!
can, can still shower... but then everyone is fighting to shower... =='''

how to do laundry?!
i havent do my laundry for last night just because i'm lazy and tired. taken the recovery of water for granted.

how to cook?!
have to spend more in the week to go canteen for lunch lo...

lol.

the drought actually started yesterday,

but it's getting me frustrated. SIGH!

All about FOOD!

2010-03-19T10:04:00.000+08:00

been wandering bits and about around this area. and hey, found some good stuff to eat. ;) surprisingly, despite all the food that i've taken, mind you, all high fats diet, i still lost another 1 kg! weeee~~

Night Market around the place we live...

after having meals after meals of malay food in the hospital, seeing chinese stalls and hawkers are the best consolation to me! :)

hohoho~ siew mai, fish ball, guo zong........ anyone!? actually the siew mai taste not so bad if you wanna know... XD and the food is super cheap. 5 for 2 dollars, cheap not!?

this kuih, in hakka, they call it ' hak lon da fun' which is a very ugly name. however, dont despise it because of its name, it taste... SUPER GOOD! the covering is super soft and moist, unlike those you eat in KK.

the fillings in these kuih are either peanut crumbs or lian rong. one small bite the fillings are all in your mouth. XD nice not?! super nice la confirm! btw, it's only 50 cent for one piece.

the so called 貪吃街

we havent really sit down and try the food here, but it was jam packed with people be it old or young.

this deep fry hawker sells nien gao with sweet potato, banana and yam. the goreng pisang was kinda a disappointment, because the banana used was too ripped.

ivy and pei ting posing in front of the hawker... XD

they say, this ice kacang is one of the best. but to me, ABC in Bukit Padang still taste best!

and this, pearl milky tea sold in 魔力点子 FAIL! this milky tea really cannot make it. still, KK's Yoyo taste best!!! XD

The oldest Wan Tan Mee Shop

this shop here only sells wan tan mee. its the oldest wan tan mee shop in the town. their mee are all home made. :) oh yeah, the mee is also dirt cheap lo. for the small one, it's only 3 bucks; big ones, 3.50 bucks. cheap?!

super spicy wan tan mee!

mine, as usual, non spicy. :) the mee is super nice... but then...

the wan tan is only so so in comparison of some other wan tans i've eaten...

My current Craving:

PLUM!!!

2010-03-16T21:29:00.003+08:00

yes, that's right. i'm a student nurse. but then i must say this,

COUGH MIXTURE SUCKS!!!

in fact,

i think its making me sicker... :(

i can be the worse patient after all.

though i can no longer taste food,

BUT...

i can still smell patient's urine that has soaked all over...

odd!?

LOL...

i wanna get well soon...

So who's the sick baby now?

2010-03-15T15:55:00.008+08:00

MEEEE❤❤❤ :)

i was feeling bit light-headed when i started off working.

currently having sore throat, flu, and i'm coughing...
no fever!

went and see the doc,

got myself a few free meds. :)

was being chased off work,

instructor wanted me to rest more.

slept almost whole afternoon.

woke up feeling bit hot,

draining myself with loads and loads of fluids.

hopefully i'd be all good for work tomorrow.

fyi...

i think i'm having diarrhea now!

Sunday Venture

2010-03-14T12:21:00.006+08:00

provision list
1. ~~mineral waters~~
2. ~~Ho Yan Ho 1 box~~
3. ~~Pie Pa Gao~~
4. ~~Bread~~

to do list
1. ~~go to the bank~~
2. ~~eat Hainan Chicken Rice as recommended by google~~
3. ~~do mask~~
4. ~~do laundry~~

and so, these were the lists i made yesterday, things to do on the beginning of the week. ivy went home, pei ting didnt wanna go out, so i went down town alone venturing. ;) with my big big umbrella!

as everything i need is either across the road or straight ahead, i walked all the way, still, with my big purple umbrella. and simply because i was walking, i found loads of good food just around the corner where i'm ready to bring Ivy and Pei Ting to go if they're interested. ;) oh by the way, you know that Hainan Chicken Rice shop, it's no kidding you know. right after i arrived, people came rushing in queuing up to buy take aways. it's not one or 2 packets, it's 5 6 packets or more! lol...

and one more thing, the food here is dirt cheap!!! seasame bread one loaf is only 1.30 bucks, chicken rice is only 3.50 bucks( ensuring that you'll surely get full); 1.5 L mineral water is only 1 BUCK!!! at hospital they are selling 2.40 bucks man! and wan tan mee, at only 3 bucks. man oh man... i can assure you food this cheap can never be found in KK.

the quiet street on sunday. here you can find a Guardian Store, a few pubs, and banks like CIMB, RHB and Maybank.

this building here is called Chung Hwa Merchant Association, where Chinese businessmen come here for contracts and networking.

Swee Bee Hainan Chicken Rice shop; where i read google telling that their chicken rice is nice, and so i tried...

clear soup... not too salty, no ajinamoto. ;)

i'm not keen of eating chicken with bones and so i ordered chicken breast. however, chicken breasts meat is always rough, but to my surprise, this one here is different. it's soft and tender, similar to that of a thigh meat! haha, underneath the chicken, it was served with bean sprouts. NICE!

i'm greedy as Dennis would say, like wise, i ordered one extra dish- veggies. nicely presented, not over cooked. :)

chicken rice is best with 'oil rice'. and this rice here, not too oily, have a slight smell of pandan. it somehow increases your appetite! hmmm, i'd give them a score of 7/10, their shop's very clean; the cane water taste very good, very sweet and very cooling! it soothed my throat immediately. LOL!

well, do i look the same or did i gain weight?! lol... except probably the fact that my hair has grown longer and messier. =P

Whisper You Goodbye.

2010-03-11T22:00:00.001+08:00

i've seen more than i see; felt more than i feel today. my heart not only fill with condolences, it also mingled with a sense of sadness and sorrows.

i was in the cubicle when the doctors and RNs tried to resuscitate the patient; i was there when her family members were mourning and crying; i was there, when doctor pronounced her death. these are the things that you would witness one day if you were in a career like this. but what i witnessed and felt, was beyond it.

i watched, as her husband dragged his heavy body into the cubicle when the doctor told him to come in. i watched, as he whispered quietly into her ears. i remember how he looked at her, how he tried to held her in. i saw him mourn, i saw him cry. all the same while, i saw every other members were holding one another, crying and mourning aloud. my eyes redden, tears filled within, my mood sunken, i felt the sorrows instantly. it was hard to compose myself, it didnt feel so good after all. i was once good with her and her daughter. it's hard to be standing there watching all these. it was unbearable.

as i had my break, i let myself to sit int he quiet garden. the wind blew gently against my skin, goose bumps stood right till the end. it made me thought, a lot of things. often times, i'd always take people around me for granted. mom, dad, my sisters; simply because they're family, that's why i've taken them for granted. because i know no matter what i've done, they'll still be round. but after this incident, no, it shouldnt be that way; anything could happen, nothing is predictable. and all of a sudden, i miss everyone at home. i called mom, i wanted to tell her how sad i was, how this whole thing affected me and that i want her to know that i love her; yet she was busy then.

again, i tried calling Dennis. i wanted to share my thoughts and feelings with him; i wanted to talk to him, i want him to know that this time it's merely a procedure. i felt what they feel. there was so much to talk about, there's so much to tell. but he was away too.

* * *

when it's almost time out for us and called it a day, one of them came over and say this to me.

XXX: cried?

me : who?

XXX : you. you're not suppose to cry. it makes you unprofessional.

i walked away and i was furious with what she said. i didnt cry, i only had red and teary eyes. i was upset. but that's what we should feel- empathy, being able to fit our legs into others' shoes and feel what they feel. if being able to feel what they feel is unprofessional, then you'd always be a robotic nurse doing what was told, carelessly of patient's feelings and thoughts. with no compassion, with no heart. sometimes work is merely completely the tasks and carry on but caring how others feel, not?!

2010-03-10T15:14:00.004+08:00

i really dont wanna rant but you know, i really cant help it! so bear with me a little. :) argh... forget about it. ranting is unhealthy. think, POSITIVE... think, HAPPIE... LOL

11.03.10
~~morning shift~~ AFTERNOON SHIFT

12.03.10
~~morning shift~~ AFTERNOON SHIFT

i'm annoyed. i'm actually planning to go Ivy's place this weekend with her; to eat her mom's good food and have good good rest. instead, my plan's been smashed into tiny little pieces. :( why cant our roaster be a lil bit consistent? even if i start working one day after i graduate, my roaster is fixed. 3 days morning, 2 days afternoon and 1 day night, though different shifts, but consistent and fixed- no changes. it makes me feel tired... with the sudden changes of roaster...

* * *

work's always up and down, but most of the time i'm busy. merely have time for a breathe. with us students around, we're constantly being ordered around to do this do that. i guess we're making the ward a better place for them.

by the way........ be careful people... H1N1 is back in town! 2 wards here in the hospital has been closed down for isolation. so, if you're feeling unwell, having flu, cough, any sort of symptoms of having flu, GO SEE A DOCTOR...

Paying My Last Respect to the Dead.

2010-03-04T09:59:00.003+08:00

it was my very first day in the ward, i remembered. the weather was so hot, so humid that i literally sweat throughout the whole day. everything was a blur from the very beginning- from passing over report. i can merely hear what the RN was saying, it was all chaotic. the space was so small that patients have to sleep on beds in the corridor. it was horrible, in comparison of private hospitals. of course it was money! it's all about money...

some procedures that are merely seen in private hospital seems to be something very common in the government. an ECG can be done very easily because doctors will be ordering STAT ECG and there you go, doing ECG for patient.

anyhow, i'm not sure how am i to explain how exactly i feel on that particular day. a patient collapsed half way through a tube feeding and in no time, doctors and RNs were busy resuscitating the patient. i didnt see that of course, i was away. a glimpse, just a sneak i saw doctors were all trying very hard, to intubate and heart compression. not easy, really. everyone looked so stress, and with all their will trying to save the patient...

awhile later, RN told asked us who wants to do last office ( cleaning the dead). i've no idea where i got the courage to say i'd like to do it. yet, my heart was little. i told myself it's nothing, it's alright. i wasnt alone though, we prepared the equipments and when doctor finally pronounced him dead, i started shaking inside. wondering how the patient would look like and all. when i finally approach the patient, our instructor often times remind us that though he's dead, he knows what we're doing and so we have to tell him, whatsoever that we're gonna do on him.

it was all a big mess in that cubicle. all resuscitation equipment flying all over the place; he has multiple tubes fixed in; and feces were all over. it took us awhile to clean only that. and when all tubes were out, i started telling him that i was gonna wipe his face... and it went on.

the thing is, even though he's already passed away, but i'm sure of this, the temperature of his body. though he's fingers started to stiffen, but his warmth, touched me... it feels as though he was just right there with us. it's some kind of feelings that words can no longer explain... but Dennis said i'm cold blooded. he made me realised something important. 'sometimes work isnt about completing the task...' this reminded me, again and again why i've chosen nursing... thank you dear...

Roaster

2010-03-02T09:40:00.002+08:00

my roaster is finally out, yesterday late at night. we were suppose to get our roaster in the morning during the orientation, but there was a problem. there are almost 40 of us here, divided into 3 groups and yet there's only 2 medical wards for us to go. the rest is being arranged to go other clinics/ wards like A&E, Eye Clinic, ICU... etc etc. basically these are all the components/subjects that we learned this semester.

not to mention, not only that i'd have to achieve this semester cross ( procedures), i also have to rush and obtain procedures taught last semester as we didnt have practicals last sem...

by the way, i've already arranged my study schedule. i should really start revising subjects like Eye, Critical care and stuffs like that. dont wanna look stupid, and dont wanna let Dennis down. he has great expectations in me more than anyone else does. ;)

so here's my roaster...

1st week
02.03.10- Pm shift
03.03.10- Am shift
04.03.10- Pm shift
05.03.10- Pm shift

2nd week
08.03.10- Am shift
09.03.10- Eye clinic ( Am shift)
10.03.10- Am shift
11.03.10- Am shift
12.03.10- Am shift

the following roaster will only come next week. geez. systematic, not! see the bold red?! was suppose to work pm shift for the whole week, but who knows why i was being arranged to work in the morning. 10 pm just got back from work, the next day have to leave at 6.30 for work. i was so mad, literally ranting about it. but to think of it, it is yet another 'something' i have to get used to, not?! in the future when i start working my schedule will be even more inconsistent. morning, midnight, afternoon shifts... it's totally something not under my control. =) i know i can pull this through. i can make it!

i guess what i told Dennis was right. i'm somewhat on a boot camp right now having disciplinary training, people relation training and all sorts of things like that. i cant say that life here is hell, because it's not entirely that way. i guess its time to grow up again. most important of all i know Dennis is supporting me all the way through. =)

Hospital Day 1

2010-03-01T18:58:00.004+08:00

the weather here is getting unbearable as it is. we shower basically 3- 4 days a day. how ironic is that?! the clothes that are literally wet, will be dried within hours... and the 'best' part is, we'd have to wash our clothes everyday due to over sweating; and my appetite has increased too.

anyway, the first day at the hospital is never a working day. instead, it is an orientation for us with bunches of rules and regulation, hospital policies, wards, units...etc etc. the hospital itself is quite big actually, and to be honest, i'm afraid i'd get lost half way IF i were being sent to other places...

i dont really wanna talk about the stuff that happen in the hospital and also the discussions we had. it should be confidential, i think?! lol. anyways, we were told to constantly wear mask in one of the wards we'd be working as a standard precautions. oh well, dennis, bless me!

p/s i'm counting my days now...

Batu Pahat

2010-02-27T22:19:00.004+08:00

know i havent update my bloggie since CNY. well, words to be shorten, i actually had a wonderful break back in KK, spending time with my family and D.

anyways, my hectic week in college is officially over. i'm now at the land of far far away- Batu Pahat for my posting. i'll be here for 6 weeks; thereafter i'll be heading to Muar for the 5 weeks; and the remainding one week i'd be posted to Nilai for my Community Health Nursing. sounded adventurous?! ;) hmmm... its been a tough and tiring day...

btw, the house here is a whole lot betta than that stupid flat we were provided in Sunway. big and spacious room and toilet with a big shower!!! say woot?! :P we managed to drive ourselves to the town to buy some provisions and also to grab our dinner. found a street like food court that sells heaps of seafood! and well, it feels chinese... if you get wat i mean. anyhow, i'm signing off for now. tatas!

looks nice in the front porch...

big but messy room...

big big shower!
and very spacious toilet.

view of the chinese street...

with cars and all kinds of chinese food ranging from wan tan mee to deep fries... they even habe pork satay! XD

deserted with people...

and loads of stalls selling seafood and seafood steamboat.

Brain Block...

2010-02-09T22:26:00.003+08:00

thank you miss lee...

for talking some sense to me...

* * *

the area that i'll be posted in march has been released.

i'll be going to somewhere far...

very very friggingly far that i cant really accept- Batu Pahat and Muar.

what am i suppose to do?!

what are we suppose to do?!

instant brain block...

3 months...

i tried telling myself,
( consoling and accepting the facts)

that this is a stage i've to go through...

the people i'd be with, people i'll be meeting...

things that i may encounter,

and unfamiliar environment...

EVERYTHING.

if i escape now,

i'd still have to face the same problem in the future.

if i dont gather the courage and bravery now,

i wont have it when i need it in the future.

what if in the future i dont like my colleague?

i cant possibly run crying telling my manager i dont wanna work with her, right?!

sometimes...

i realised,

life is not only about taking chances, it is also about giving chances; experiencing the impossibles to make ourselves stronger.without trying and giving chances to occur, i wouldnt know the outcomes... it's indeed time for people like me who often take things for granted go out of the safety zone, to see and explore how things really work in reality... i know i can be stronger... i know i can make it through...

2010-02-02T18:10:00.004+08:00

crappie oh crappie...

this is one heck of a busy week.

no.

because NEXT WEEK WILL BE BUSIER!

tired, exhausted, drained...

now i literally knock out on my bed each night!

somebody call 911!!!!

lol. spare me with my rants... =P

by the way...

despite the busy busy tight schedule...

there's still room for life and happiness to grow about.

attended a dinner with D;

had fun meeting new people,

enjoyed myself.

and,

before CNY even arrive,

i've already received my first ANG PAU!!!

so touching. XD

it's like receiving blessings and having a new beginning man!

lol.

2010-01-26T08:49:00.002+08:00

January is ending sooooo sooon! ironic, not?! sigh, this would mean a lot you know!?

1. Community Health Test 2 is coming up on Thursday
2. Community Health Assignment will be given SOON
3. Critical, Ortho and Opt Nursing Test is coming next WEEK
4. Pop quiz........... anytime?!
5. lab practices

when February comesss...

1. i foresee more tests to come.
2. i foresee more lab practices required
3. Yik Wey dear and Ivy's birthday will be approaching
4. assignment due before CNY break
5, i'd be flying home
6. Valentine's on the first day of CNY
7. one more week in college after break

and when March arrivesss....

i'd be tortured to death - Clinical Posting.
what if i didnt get to go Sunway this time?! =(
what if i were to go some lousy rural area alone with no friends?!
that would mean months of goodbye.............
but i dont want it to be this way. =(

contradiction between me, and myself

2010-01-14T17:19:00.003+08:00

contradiction of humanity!

darn it.

it's weird when,

you're utterly poor,

when the hole in your pocket has gotten so big,

that eating bread is the only solution to all,

yet the shopping list in mind never cease;

in fact,

in grew longer and wider.

but now,

when you're filthy rich,

all the thoughts of using the money to fulfill the lust of shopping,

has gone missing.

contradiction,

not?!

or,

did i just grow up overnight,

learning the fact that earning money is not easy?!
and money doesnt grow on trees.

2010-01-13T14:32:00.002+08:00

guesssssss what?!

i got my results!!!!

i got straight As for my nursing subjects...
( ~~and B+ for both LAN subjects which is quite irrelevant because they didnt effect my CGPA~~)

okay okay, i'll be honest...

i got 3 A-s for them all.

BUT~~

i'm maintaining at the level alright!!!

by the way...

congratulations to everyone of you.
( barbara, magdelene, nicole, pei ting, sarah, ivy & winnie)

though we struggled,

but we scored well! =)

My 21st Birthday Blast!

2010-01-12T12:46:00.007+08:00

guess what?! after yesterday, i'm officially 21!

okay... let me summarize everything into something simple.

had an advance birthday celebration with my family before i came back to KL ( previous post). it made me realised how great it is to be able to celebrate my birthday with my family. i couldnt even remember when was the last time i celebrated with my family without an absent member. last but not least, it reminded me how warmth it felt to be surrounded by loved ones.

had another advance birthday dinner with D. i insisted to eat chinese food( my current cravings) so he let me ordered whatever i felt like eating. 2 person with 4 dishes, how's that?! =P went to Ikeas as requested; ate Meatballs, Brocollis and had soup. it was great, it was wonder. thank you D!

had an official celebration with all my mates in Nilai; had pizza and KFC for dinner, a cake bought that was meant to played with; being chased off and complaint by guard; played under the tree, played absurd game under the tree; last but not least... we had fun, we enjoyed!

as for the birthday pressies that i received- a phone from mom, W 595; a Majolica Press Pore Powder from mates; and a bouquet of roses from my sisters.

being kidnapped.

surprise!!!

big big birthday card from everyone! =)

nom nom nom~~

cream warrr!!!

well, there's a whole lot more pictures of course. but i cant possibly upload all here. go, go facebook! theres more... =)

21st celebration

2010-01-02T22:28:00.003+08:00

time flies, be it good or bad.

spent a great deal of time at home after D left.

and guess what?!

tonight's my last night with my family.

despite the fact that i'm turning 21 this year,

mom decided to celebrate my birthday in advance.

honestly, i cant remember when was the last time i celebrated my birthday at home.

dinner was great,

but somehow there's something wrong with the way mom and dad acted.

Dinner at Little Italy. =)

my 21st birthday cake- Chocolate Moist Cake from Strawberry.

Family time. (tell you what, Pearly ho insisted she carried Matisse because she's wearing house wear. =P)

Beloved mummie and daddie.

guess what?! we all have fringes.

* * *

sigh,

my results' releasing on monday.

nervous, anxious, stress?!

YES, VERY!!!

forget about it.

let's just hope for the best!

fingers CROSSED!

2010

2010-01-01T00:16:00.003+08:00

i know i've left my bloggie unattended for awhile now.

* * *

new year new year,

unlike the previous years, i'd spent it home counting down.

new year resolutions should be drawn, but not this year.

i guess i realised sometimes new year resolutions arent needed to get me moving;

determinations, compassions, dreams and loved ones are.

the other reason why this year's new year is different from the previous because,

when the sky is being bombarded with all kinds of fireworks,

dad is snoring his way out;

mom's gaming;

and Pearly's watching some japanese animation.

me,

let's just say i wanna be somewhere else but here;

my heart belongs elsewhere tonight.

anyway,

HAPPY 2010 peepzz...

whether you like it or not,

year 2009 has ended.

it's time to yearn for a new start, new begin.

alive

2009-11-18T16:07:00.002+08:00

busy, hectic.

everything is unstoppable now.

i've got 3 tests in a row due next week; 1 final assignment due this coming friday.

it's not that i'm not prepared, but somehow i feel as though i'm having mid air unable to complete everything in pieces.

exhausted, stress.

it's unavoidable, not?

with everything scheduled perfectly tight,

i'm suffocating!

but i know i can go through this,

i can manage this!

with God backing me up and guiding me all the way,

i can make it through!

2009-11-07T10:42:00.002+08:00

其实我要的并不多，

这样就好了，

这样就够了。

2009-11-04T15:11:00.002+08:00

i'm keeping my mood as high as possible. =)

had a great remark for my group research analysis.

after all the screwed things that's been happening,

i finally unscrewed something.

with this energy level,

i can go on farther.

2009-11-03T15:03:00.002+08:00

busy.

i'm trying to get myself as occupied as possible,
~~(and to ignore the impossibles as i could.~~)

to catch up not only the missing lectures,

and also to maintain my CGPA.

Finals is no farther than it seems-
DEC 7th - 11th

last but not least,

to keep myself as healthy as ever.

these,

are my priorities now.

* * *

Thursday's ladies night has been called off.

Teddie's got tests to sit for.

we'll definitely make a trip to MOS, soon!

i need it,

a fling to loosen up a bit.

it's getting so tense now. =)

2009-10-30T12:50:00.003+08:00

the courage i have has long gone missing
mind preoccupied with delusions, illusions and confusions

i can no longer keep myself composed
at the edge of breaking down

again and again
he is right
nothing is guaranteed

2009-10-25T17:03:00.004+08:00

time flies. a moment ago i was back at home and 3 hours later i'm back in KL.

REALITY SHOCK! stacks of lecture notes await. i know, i've foresee this coming. sigh.

this month's resolution:

A NERD'S GOTTA DO WHAT A NERD'S GOTTA DO!

needless to say, i've got tons of paper work to do about my absence in college, MC, seeing lecturers and the Dean of Nursing. what the hell?! sigh...

and unfortunately, this month is a no party month. =(

but but but, if possible, i wish i can visit MOS in one random Ladies Night. =P

i've got tons of lecture notes to catch up with and 2 novels to read.

* * *
i'm only back in KL for 6 hours and i'm starting to miss everyone back home.

i miss naggy mom and dad; game freak Pearly; workaholic Elma; lazy yet adorable Matisse!

just a month and a half, and i'll be home again! i can pull it through, FOR SURE!

mummy dearest. =) who has too much of TLC for me!

they say we look alike, but i think otherwise.

fatty Matisse, photogenic as ever.

October review.

2009-10-24T16:59:00.010+08:00

October is finally coming to an end, it's ending too soon without me realising it.

the first 2 weeks of October was almost madness. i went clubbing twice and find myself liking every bit of it, especially the part where the alcohol kicks in and i start dancing. =) i like it when we hit off the dance floor and started shouting along with the crowd. really, i enjoyed every bit of it. =)

sat for my LAN subjects finals and think i did not so bad. hoping to just get a credit for it. but of course, i dont mind getting a distinction for both Malaysian Studies and Moral Studies. =P

and then... i spent 2 whole weeks back in my KK recuperating from shingles infection and to prevent some complication to my current illness, the doctor said it's best to hospitalize me with drip therapy. but then again, i developed allergy reaction to the medicine on the 4th day of therapy which gives me rashes all over the body. people thought i went sun-tanning!

okay now... the thing is, i didnt give myself sufficient time to rest, causing my immune to drop all so low to get a viral and bacterial infection altogether.

THEREFORE, new resolution made for clubbing sessions.

1. i can still go clubbing ( as mom said so!) BUT, with a condition that i dont drink so much and only going once a month or lesser.

2. to drink GALLONS of water after clubbing to flush out the alcohol in me AND if possible, drink honey before bed to sooth the throat to prevent another sinusitis and throat infection.

3. VERY VERY IMPORTANT! TO GET SUFFICIENT SLEEPS and RESTS!

lol. i have to admit, clubbing is addictive especially when you're out with a bunch of great people. =) it's nice, really. but well, i've to set some ground rules in order not to withdraw from social connection. btw, who says you cant enjoy with restrictions?!

oh yeah, what i did for the past few days were EAT SLEEP SHIT! otherwise, i got myself a new haircut; bought myself a new novel- Devil Bones by Kathy Reichs; a new pair of Crocs as always wanted by mom! hmmm. and most important of all, great bonding time with my whole family. =) had abundant TenderLoveCare from everyone at home especially mom who brings me 3 meals a day to the hospital for me. thank you mom!

Before

After

p/s have i mentioned?! my new phone was stolen on the 3rd day of admission in the hospital!!! =( not only that, i lovely Teddie D has gone missing and it's irreplaceable. they're not selling it anymore.

5 Balls

2009-10-22T21:02:00.003+08:00

i was rummaging through the novels that i've bought over the years. lie in front of me- 's Diary for Nicholas, was one of my favorite. Suzanne

flipping through the novel thoroughly, i saw this phrase concerning 5 balls in life and here it goes

Imagine life is a game in which you are juggling five balls. The balls are called Work, Family, Health, Friends, and Integrity. And you're keeping all of them in the air. But one day you finally come to understand that work is a rubber ball. If you drop it, it will bounce back. The other 4 balls- Family, Health, Friends, integrity- are made of glass. If you drop one of these, it will be irrevocably scuffed, nicked, perhaps even shattered. And once you truly understand the lesson of the 5 balls, you will have the beginnings of balance in your life.

and you know what?! i finally understood.

Reflections of a Skyline

2009-10-20T08:59:00.001+08:00

what if this is happening to me?
what if this is happening to us!?

Discharged!

2009-10-20T08:37:00.001+08:00

home sweet home. =)

i'm finally outta hospital! well, it's simply because i've a clear cut allergy reaction to Iv Acyclovir( antiviral drug). my face is now all reddish itchy. okay, my whole body is covered with rashes. haha.

no more painful needles( branulla) rummaging down my veins. =) guess what!? i think i've broke the record. 12 branullas in like 4 days in hospital; having bruises all over my veins. =( no no, dont get me wrong. these arent the nurses' fault, in fact, they're really great! it was the drug's fault.

alright, i still gotta go for another review and blood test on Friday. hopefully my blisters and lesions would dry up then. i'm going back to KL on Sunday. =)

hospitalised

2009-10-17T17:43:00.002+08:00

hey peepz. i'm alive. really i am. i've been missing in action for a bit as i was admitted directly into Queen Elizabeth Hospital on Wednesday when both mom and i decided to consult a Rheumatologist. well oh well... will be here for another 5 days. it's altogether 7 days drip therapy. teehee.

the Rheumatologist said i needed drip due to some lupus drugs i'm taking. long story short, i'm doing quite well now- only that i had 6 needles ( branulla) down my veins. LOL. not the staff nurses' fault, it was my vein that was way too fragile. they swell and gotten all red and painful after half an hour drip therapy. but thank god, with the 6th needle, there no longer is any pain or engorgement of vein. =) we're sticking to this one for now.

ok, i'm blabbing. you must be surprise that i can actually come online here in the hospital. mom was kind enough to have brought my lappie and broadband for me. and to be honest with you, the line here works faster than that at home. LOL~

Sweet Home Kota Kinabalu

2009-10-12T21:41:00.002+08:00

hey peepz. i know i know. i'm good at ranting and rambling. =) i guess i just couldnt accept the fact that my 400 bucks scholar has been used up for my meds. =( that's all. but okay, this post isnt anything about complains... but one that fills with appreciations. and good news to bring about, i'm back in KK. HOME SWEET HOME. and i'd say, ' Nothing Taste Sweeter Than Home!'.

well, i'm really glad i had a bunch of great babes in Nilai. Barbara and Yik Wey who's willing to hear me and give me great advices; Ivy who sends me to the emergency unit in the middle of the night at 3 am and sent me all the way to Seremban to get my Mc settled; Bei Ting, my great roomie who helped me to apply meds on my back, buy food for me; Nicole who always ensure that i'll be fine; Mag, for cracking jokes to cheer me up... =) thanks guys! thank you for everything. and extra credits to Barbara, Ivy and Bei Ting, for the rides and companions in hospitals, and sending me off to the airport in short notice!

and most important of all, thank you mom for letting me home. it has never been better to be able to come home when i'm actually this sick and when TLC is desperately needed! i'm one heck of a lucky lady, dont you think!?

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btw, finally met Jiang jiang today. he's looking pretty good these days. frankly, this is also the best timing to come back ever cause he's just got off the plane less than 72 hours. =) he even brought me Yoyo's Pearl Milky Tea when he visited! how thoughtful!!! but... i ended up coughing more after that. =) will be meeting up with Veron ( hopefully), Nicholas and Nelson SOON. hopefully by then i'm good enough for short 'tea- drinking' session with them. for now, i still need loads and loads of fluids, loads and loads of rest.

Herpes Zoster, GO AWAY!

2009-10-10T23:11:00.004+08:00

hello people. being diagnosed with sinusitis LESS than 24 hours, i am being diagnosed with herpes zoster now. i bet you dunno what kinda disease this is. let me explain in brief...

herpes zoster is somewhat you call a 'brother' to chicken pox. well, we do have immunity against chicken pox once we had it, after the initial exposure, it lies dormant in certain nerve fibers. and, due to some factors like stress, aging, suppressions of the immune system or medication problems, herpes zosters can be initiated again. the lesions look pretty similar to chicken pox, rashes and blister in one, it hurts but it doesnt itch. it will spread if the lesion breaks, just like chicken pox. well, chinese do believe that herpes zoster is called ' sheng she'( grow snake). and well, chicken meats or whatever meats are best avoided.

and in my case, it'simply due to suppresion of immune system. i'm taking 2 drugs that causes immune suppression like prednisolone and also azathioprine. i've been out 2 weekends in a role partying till late night, drained with alcohols and smokes. well, as a fresh start, i shouldnt go hard on myself. at least try things bits by bits. what was i thinking? i should go easy on my own and take things one step at a time. instead, i skipped b-y from a to z. i should have taken precautions with my conditions.

by the way, i've spent another 156 bucks on my antiviral drugs. sigh. why are the drugs i'm taking so expensive?! the antibiotic and nasal puff were a BOOM. and today, the antiviral itself is indeed the biggest boom ever, 156 bucksss!!! arghhh... total sum for 2 days, 450 plus plus man... omgggg...

Sinusitis, go away...

2009-10-09T13:53:00.005+08:00

guess what?! i'm sick. i mean it, i'm really sick. down with sinusitis. at first i thought i was chocked by something i ate during dinner time because the sores in my throat just wouldnt go away. by midnight, my right nose started having running nose and it IS still dripping 'mucous' involuntarily. well, according to my basic knowledge of human anatomy and physiology, there must be something stuck inside, otherwise, the cilias found in throat and nose wouldnt procude mucous, trying to propel whatever foreign body is stuck there.

btw, i went to bed at 12 and since then, i woke up from time to time trying to blow my nose and trying to clear my throat. from whittish mucous it turned yellowish (indication for infection) when i went to the loo at 2.30 am in the morning. have finally decided to see a doc in the middle of the night as the pain has gotten way too unbearable. =( went to 1 lousy clinic with a lousy doc who show no sign of experience. both ivy and i decided to go NCI- Nilai Cancer Institute as they have 24 hours emergency unit.

doctor explained everything, nice and clear. wanting me to come back for a review in the morning at 11 am. made an appointment with the ENT specialised, said they might have to put scopes down into my throat and see what is it exactly wrong with my throat. got back, taken pain killers, was advised to sleep on my left to prevent mucous leakage from my right nostril.

woke up feeling all so dreadful. my throat HURTS like hell. skipped class, had Yik Wey dear accompanied me for the review. doc started using instruments to check both my throat and my nose. no foreign body found- THANK GOD! but my throat has started growing white spots ( bact. infection) and sinuses inflammed in both nostrils. he said,' it must have been there for awhile but you didnt notice. your body immune must have dropped due to stresses or so, and hence causing a further infection. i'm going to give you.... bla bla bla bla bla...'

and GUESS WHAT?! ( this is btw, the main point! LOL) when the receipt came i nearly had a heart attack( though i've expected it to be expensive, but not that THAT expensive.)

total amount: 290.40 BUCKS MAN!!! woot?!

and and and look... the medication itself also costed me 167.40 bucks; the consultation fees, 120 BUCKS MAN!!! no mercy for poor student like me. crap!

one nasal spray, 2 puffs twice a day on each nostrils; Augmentin, the antibiotic i often served in the hospital and pain killer Arcoxia. geez... a total sum of 167.40.

sigh. look at the bright side, i can reject all invitations 'proudly' without feeling bad after all. =P sorry Eunice and Eugene, i'd have to say PASS for tonight, and PASS for next Thursday night! haha.

UPDATES!

2009-10-05T16:33:00.008+08:00

i should bring my bloggie back to live despite the fact that my last update was right before my raya break.

alright, what i did was...

1. i went Malacca with Teddie, Eunice and Evelyn on a random Friday.
it was a last minute plan- 1 day trip. had a great time venturing, taken heaps of pictures of everyone except me. wasnt in great condition to pose. =P the only disappointment i had was Jonker's Street. was expecting it to be a lil more merit and a lil more crowds. the food wasnt bad, the cendol, i'd say SO SO only. the asam laksa is GOOD!

2. had a first hand experience of tyre puncture in the middle of nowhere, with no SPARE TYRE!
yeah well, as we were heading off the highway in Puchong sending Eve back to Sunway, the tyre just went flat for almost 30 mins before anyone of us noticed it. after struggling half an hour at the nearby petrol station, we've decided to say our prayer and hit off the road to Sunway as planned. we took a detour, stayed a night in Sun Inn's and managed to fix the tyre on Saturday morning. it was rather lucky of us to be able to find a room that could actually accommodate us 4 that night despite the fact that it was a peak season.

3. the rest of the days were spent studying Moral and doing pass year papers, chores, doing my assignments... etc etc. nothing very exciting, but worth living. went Ikea with Doris and her mate, had beef balls that taste yummilicious! however, it was a torture because i had a terrible tooth ache! was tempted to buy some of the stuff in Ikea but thinking having to carry them all the way back to Nilai is a BIG BIG trouble. darn!

4. was effing mad at myself for not going Black Eyed Peas concert in Sunway on Arthurs Day!
D recorded part of ' i gotta feeling' live and post it to me which made me angrier. the ambience as felt, was high and fun. it got me a new resolution- GO IF YOU THINK ITS WORTH IT! further more, i got green light from mom. =P i hate missing outs especially a good one like this. argh!

5. had a great catch up with Dom Dum!
missing him like crazy as he is all the way in UK now. say woot!? =) will be missing him even more when dec comes when we used to hang out. tsk tsk.

6. decided to go clubbing with D and the lot. ( didnt even know who to expect that night) got drunk/tipsy, i cant differentiate. it was a great night, really. never knew clubbing is so much fun. drank, quite a lot. danced like robot; loved the dance floor ( only after the alcohol effect kicks in) puked, twice. blabber nonsense that made myself the joke of the week -' First timer man, what do you expect from a first timer!' lol... that was what i said to ppl that i merely know! what the hell?! met great people, catched up with long lost friends. if you asked me, no regrets after all.

7. uni restart, routine life destructed. biological clock and ways of living all upside down. still, feeling all so tired having to catch up with reality. classes is getting fun with Paediatrics. still, i hate management.

8. having LAN finals on Monday and Tuesday ( which is today and tomorrow), yet the mood to study is nowhere to be found. slacking ever so often which is outrageous!

9. have i mentioned?! i got my 400 extra scholar from SUNWAY MEDICAL CENTRE MAN! hahahhaa... =P see?! with all the hard work, IT"S WORTH THE LOT MAN!

10. stayed in on a Saturday waiting for Gerald to drop by my stuff. decided to join D for another night out. wanted to meet up with Emma and loosen myself a bit. 2nd timer.lol. didnt drink much, been draining myself more cokes and mineral water most of the time. Emma knew though. =P music wasnt as great as the night before, the ambience was so so.

10. taken care of one drunken lad, and a stressful chap (lol, you know who you are). couldnt help but to observe them. it's my nature, i suppose?! but they are both great people. hanging out with them was a great fun!

12.was thrilled and excited! been waiting for Teddie to come back to KL for 2 weeks now. he's bringing me back my fav mooncake- homemade Yam Mooncake by Auntie Doris. eaten, tasted! it was not as good as before. probably been keeping in the fridge for awhile. =(

13. GUESS WHAT?! A SURPRISE FROM MOM!!!!!!!!!
mom actually bought me a new mobile!!! say woot?! i reckon this IS my first mobile from mom, but she said it was her 2nd time buying one for me. i frankly never expect mom to buy me a new mobile despite the fact that i'm happie with my current one. =) well, it's a Sony Ericson T707, HOT PINK MAN!!! hahahhaa!!! mom said that she thinks this phone is ellegant and good enough for me. THANKS FOR THE SURPRISE MOM, I LOVE YOU!!!

isnt she prettyyyy?!

14. i'm screwed! we totally underestimated our Malaysian Studies paper. I TOTALLY UNDERESTIMATED THE PAPER! damn it!!! with everyone, literally EVERYONE IN THE COLLEGE telling us to ONLY study pass year paper, nothing from pass years came out! i'm so screwed. i thought i totally owned this, i thought i was ready for it. and guess what?! i answered each and every questions according to my memories. ouuu man... i'm soooo dead! i'm aiming nothing but to pass this effing subject man!

Raya plans

2009-09-16T07:45:00.008+08:00

this busy week is so coming to an end soon. after my obst. test later on, i'm only down with 2 assignments due after Raya week. teehee~ but since they're both group assignments, we're intending to finish it by tomorrow night just so everyone can go home peaceful minded.

speaking of Raya week, it feels as though i've waited forever for it to come. but now that it's almost here, there's nothing to be excited about. was counting my days down for a weekend get-away with D to Malacca. but, D will be having a bbq this weekend instead. sigh. =( we had this plan months back and was really anticipated for this trip you know!?

there's no firm plans where i'd be heading to next week. Magdelene did invite me to go home with her, but i rejected her politely. i guess i wanted to own this break on my own, to be alone or so? i dont know. maybe i should start spending quality time with myself and start catching up with sleeps ( the camp totally drained me out that i think my illness is flaring) and dramas. =) sounds good?

one of the days i might just head down to Pyramid to meet up with Eve, Oj and the rest; one of the days i might head off to Midvalley and grab a cup of The Alternate from Coffee Bean and a piece of chocolate cake?! or maybe i could go Seremban and buy myself a train ticket to Keluang to visit Yik Wey? it should be fun, really. =) having to sit in the train alone like you see in the movies. hehe. well, will see how things go then... lol. not to mention, Ivy and Eunice will be around. maybe Eunice and i could go Malacca on our own instead?!

how nice if i were able to go home like every other people around me... =(

GGed!

2009-09-11T13:25:00.002+08:00

GG MAN!

i'm soooo dead!

for the first time i really find myself wanting to shut my eyes ever so often just so i wont take another look at my test paper.

it was so friggingly difficult and it was such a brain storm to figure out the correct answer.

okay, maybe its simply because i didnt study hard enough?!

and that i'm not familiar with the theories that i've studied?!

OMGGGGGG...

argh.

whatever.

i'm packing my belongings anyway.

i'm heading to youth camp as said earlier!

2 down, 2 MORE TO GO! dang it!

Culture Presentation

2009-09-08T08:47:00.009+08:00

say woot!? my class from 8 -10 am has been canceled. how........ unpleasant that is because i woke up dreadfully at 7.15 am, and only fell asleep at 3 with tons of nightmares chasing after my tail. what the hell man?!

anyways, since my class has been canceled, i'd figure i could come online and upload some pictures taken yesterday in Moral class. it's a culture presentations where the Indians did their indian dances, chinese did their fans' dance, christians like me, sing christmas carols. ==''' well, i must say, the indians were impressive! everyone 'suit' up ( if you watched How i met your mother, you'll know what i mean), and they seriously put on all their accessories like bangles, long dangling earrings, nose rings and all. =) mostly in GOLD. =P haha, and you know... they're one heck of a good shakers... they can really do belly dancing man...! thumbssss UP!

the Penjabi group. but amongst 4 of them, except for the tallest one, the rest are indians. mind you, they're really good!

see?! they really suit up! amazing right?!

the prettiest among all- Kasturi. everyone, literally everyone wants to grab a pic with her. =P

this shorty here, is my moral lecturer- Ms. Azean.

and here, well, is my group members. we were, christmas caroling. what the hell man?! it's only September. ==''' what to do!? the significances of Christians for the majorities are celebrating Xmas, caroling, easter and all, not?!

okay, the 8-ish you see here, are the only chinese in my WHOLE class. mind you, it's not among the 30ish you see in the next group picture but the WHOLE class. TELL ME ABOUT IT!

well, the people here you see, arent the only ones in my class. the malays have different class as they dont take up moral studies like non- muslims like us. we're only the 1/5 from my class. unbelievable? BELIEVE IT!

these babes here are my mates. =) they play important roles in my life in college. =) bringing laughters and joy; most of all, painting my dark and dull canvas into a wonderful piece. and i heart each and everyone of them much! xx

2009-09-06T13:40:00.006+08:00

updates!

1. finally watched 3D Up with D.
love it! never regret watching 3D version. =) not as bad as others described. thumbs up!
(am currently thinking when will i have the time to watch The Final Destination. should be nice to be watching 3D FD. =P )

2. taken to explore some great videos in YouTube.
Archmed the Dead Terrorist is good. =P

3. had duck rice in Klang. =P
the duck meat itself tasted salty, somewhat i would describe as Salted Chicken. but otherwise, the sauce and the texture of the duck is a Thumb UP! but the char siew was so so. nothing very special.

3. had stomach cramps ( still having bits now).
knocked out dead on bed after taken my meds at 9 pm!

4. Porridge = Dim Sum? NAWWW...
woke up at 11 am looking to porridge to sooth my crampy tummie but ended up having Dim sum with Ivy and Dear. ( was too lazy to cook) =P ordered a table full, ate a whole lot, and only paid 11 bucks! the char siew bao is GOOD! however the siu mai is a terrible disappointment.

5. Yes/ No?
am currently thinking whether or not i should cook barley bean curd.

6. current addiction :
Pitbull- I know you want me
Delta Goodrem- Will you fall
Celine Dion- When i need you
Marion raven- Little by Little

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okay, more updates. there's alteration in my schedule. apparently the dates of the tests are further marked down and i'm running out of time to prepare. most of all i'm just panicking because i have too much reading materials to catch up with and they're all filled with words and seems to repeat. and i'm not sure if they were all coming out in the tests. =( the next thing that's bothering me is how to study both Moral and Malaysian Studies due to the over simplified handouts. sigh. save me, anyone?

oh, have i mentioned? more replacement classes are placed in! this semester should be more about freedom, but i guess i was wrong again. lecturers simply love placing in last minute tests and replacement classes. =(

okay, here goes. i'll be sitting for...

1. Nursing Management test on 11th
2. Moral test on 14th
3. Obstetrics on 16th

p/s Malaysian Studies test is either on the 8th or 15th. tell me about it. =( essay question some more.

will be having Replacement classes on the
8th - 2 hour Nursing Management Replacement class.
Thanks to my 'wonderful coursemates' who want to leave early on the 18th for raya. BUT, due to the replacement class, i wont be having any classes on the 18th ( carry forward!). =)

11th- is it 1 or 2 hours Malaysian Studies replacement class? geez...

well, the 2 things that i'm waiting forward for is to go off for my Youth camp on the 11th night and my Raya sem break! wuuhuhuuu~ oh oh oh. the trip to Malacca is to be expected! =) why is chinese proverbs are always right? '先苦后甜' you taste the bitterness in life before you actually have something sweet. agree not?

p/s i'm supoose to study now. but guess what?! i'm slackingggg! yeah well, i'm heading off for naps and am gonna start my revisions tonight. wish me luck peepz!

p/p/s sorry for all the rants. =(

Schedule updates

2009-09-01T11:54:00.003+08:00

rise and shine people. =) it's SEPTEMBER already!

since i'm waiting for my porridge to be cooked, i'd think its time for bits of update. well, somehow these days i prefer to keep my words short. =)

FYI, i had a great August especially the last 2 days of it. went shopping at Seremban with Pei Ting and Ivy. and yesterday i headed down to Midvalley alone and it was FUN! even managed to eat BURGER KING'S MUSHROOM SWISS but was disappointed that the size of the burger shrink a whole lot! my days were fruitful, if you know wat i mean. =P

this month is one heck of a busy month, but i'm quite happie having a week break for Raya. =P

okay, here goes...

07. 09. 09

Moral presentation 1

11.09.09 - 13.09.09

Youth camp at Broga

14.09.09

Moral Test

16.09.09

Nursing Management Test

19.09.09- 27.09.09

Raya Break

28.09.09

Moral presentation 2

30.09.09

Moral assignment due.

oh, have i mention?! i'd be sitting for my LAN subjects finals on the 5th and 6th October! just right after the Raya Break. geez... okay, these schedules are fixed, BUT... they're still some that arent fixed yet. so i'm expecting more events to happen in between. sigh... tell me about it.

anyway, did i tell you that i bought Reader's Digest for the month?! yeah, i should probably start reading it again before D starts bombarding all kinds of questions and yet i couldnt answer, and to be called stupid in the end. ==''' and, well, the plan of the day is to start reading my Management reading materials. OR, maybe half way through i can just go off to bed and sleep. HEHE!

what's with me?

2009-08-26T16:38:00.004+08:00

i dont know why, i dont know how. the gloomy weather seems to hit me hard. it is as though the color of the sky is related to the color of the ocean, it effects me just right there and then- i dont feel so happie today.

this time round, i just feel like switching my phone off, just so no one can reach me. i wanna curl myself into a ball inside my blankie, and hug my dearest Miu Miu ( stinky pillow) to search for my sense of security. and i know regardless of the storm, i'd be safe just right there.

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i made myself a bowl of porridge with a concentrated Bovril, feeling all so homey. =)

2009-08-20T18:43:00.003+08:00

how random can one person be?! seriously. i went for my medical check up today and everything was good until my panel doctor asked me this. ( mind you, she's a lady at the age of my mom or so)

Dr : so how are you feeling?
Me : good, never been better. is everything ok? the blood results and all?
Dr : yes, everything is ok. ( short pause)
so you have a boyfriend?!
Me : dr, you're so random! ( laughing shyly, face reddened)
Dr : haha. is it that random? ( she burst into laughter)
Me : yeah. it is.

okay, i wont carry on and about the convo that we had. but, its funny isnt it?! suddenly she's like playing a mother's role to me. my mom doesnt even ask me such question. ==''' naw, actually it just felt as though she's a long lost friend of some sort. LOL. i've came out with 2 possibilities of her asking that random question.

1. she saw me hanging out with a guy friend down in kl; and needs clarifications?

OR

2. seeing someone or having a boyfriend will indirectly cause a raise in the hormones in the body. and thus, altering the blood test report. ( kinda unlikely though)

anyhow, i guess due to the traveling in KL, the weather, the itchiness in my throat and achy bones, there's a hike in my ESR. hmmm, doc's increased some of my medicines, just in case a flare is coming about. but i'm fine. =) weekend's here and about! weeee~~

insecurity

2009-08-19T08:57:00.003+08:00

test is due in one and a half hour. and guess what? i've decided to move out my lappie and place it right on top of my coffee table.

i've finished studying, no doubt of that. but why am i feeling a sense of emptiness as though i havent study at all? i'm sure i know most of my facts well, but still, it feels as though i know nothing at all. ohhhh dear.... this is not gooood! this makes me feel utterly insecurity! hooowww?!

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okay, the test wasnt as hard as we'd thought. totally owned it! =)

anyway, due to my preparation for my gyne test, i left my side of the room unclean and untidy. all the papers flying all over my table with hairs lying everywhere on the floor. and i'm proud to say, that i've finally clean everything and my room is so friggingly clean that you can see sparks everywhere. =P ( which is an exaggeration)

opps, have i mentioned? i'm cooking fu juk barley! weeee~~

2009-08-12T08:34:00.006+08:00

hmmm. lately there's tremendous outbreak here about. my college itself, for known cases there's about 5 people infected, as for the unknown, let it be unknown. from time to time you can see people wearing masks to class, though it all seems exaggerating, but its better to prevent than to be sorry later.

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opsy daisy. it seems like the emergency alarm just rang. now we're required to wear mask to lectures. believe it or not, there's 9 people in my class being quarantined/ sent home. now, tell me, when is my college closing down!? =P to evacuate the unnecessary pandemic spread here and then?! hmmm. and the next question would be, where should i go, if my college really close down?! perhaps another getaway at my dearest niece's house?! okay okay. next question, what would happen IF I WERE infected with it myself?! ( and who would be generous enough to let a room for me for my recuperation period?) oh dear............

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anyway, my daily routine is pretty much balanced out. =) i guess i'm just used to slacking around most of the time back then and now it's kinda hard to focus in my studies especially when there's so much going on, with so much dramas to watch. not to mention, there's some function going on that the drum players just wouldnt stop practicing! so noisy. =X the best method to resolve this problem is to shut my lappie and keep it inside the cupboard. =P that's why i havent been updating much.

but the thing is, i'm having insomnia for 2 days in a role now. and each day i wake up feeling all so restless. =( whyyy!? i drink honey before i sleep, which suppose to act as a tranquilizer you know?!

Balancing

2009-08-03T13:12:00.004+08:00

i'mmmm back from weekend and here i am, reality shock! lol. am basically all drained and exhausted from what i called a jam packed weekend.

1. i attended a Ken and Daphne's wedding ceremony
i didnt take much pictures that day. well, it's either because i didnt look good in most of them or simply because i looked way too pale and too tired to do so. however, to me, weddings are always touching especially the moment daddie hands over his daughter's hand to his son- in- law. the teary eyes both bride groom and daddie were unmistakable, and the smiles the newly wed had on their faces. =)

2. Shopping Spree for D
after the wedding ceremony, i changed my clothes and went down to KL as D needed a shopping companion. hehe, and you know what?! i SPENT NOTHING ( not inclusive of my train tickets though). i spent no $ man, that's like... AMAZING! though i've laid my eyes on Giordano's top which i'm thinking hard now whether or not i should buy it. heh~ by the time we finished buying everything he needed, it was about 9.40 pm and he's sweet enough to send me home. =) thankkk you!

and so, i've decided to somewhat come out with a plan to fit/ balance everything ( chores, laundries, studies, assignments, jogging and late night talks) in 24 hours. in fact, i really should do that in order to get sufficient rest and get everything in propotion.

1. after class ( provided that i finish early like 12.30 pm), i'd do my laundries, chores, and if possible, assignment.

2. at 5.30 pm, i should kick off the road and start my jogging session and head back on 7.30 pm.

3. after my shower i shall start doing my revision/assignments before the talking session starts.

4. saturday i'd spent it in church for sure. =) no excuse

5. sunday, optional. either down to KL or, spent it sleeping, reading, or more chores! hmph

well, how's my plan sounds like?! workable?! geez, i dunno but i'll try to make them work. i'll be sitting for a test on the 19th, a medical check up on 20th, and weee~ public holiday on the 31st! and here comes September. zzzz time flies friggingly fast!

Celebration

2009-07-28T17:30:00.013+08:00

i've been away. and spent my weekend with my mom's side's family. =) teehee. first thing first, it was Ashley's birthday like i said earlier. and Cousin Guang was having a house warming and so the celebration went on.

it's really good to have such reunion after all these while, especially meeting up my adorable nieces and newphew that can blew my mind away completely. the laughters that they bring about in the house is just madness, they filled up every empty spaces with happiness. teehee~ i want to have kidsssss too! well, at least 1 girl, 1 boy. =)

anyway, here are some pictures. =) and you'd say, they just look ADORABLE!

from left, Vicky and Nicholas, Uncle Henry and Jamie, Auntie May and Ashley, Cousin Guang.

Say hi to Nicholas. =)

this fella, can really laugh! from the moment he wakes up, he started giggling that woke me up on a Saturday morning. not to mention, he is a shy. =P

and this lil missie here, is Ashley.

This young lady here is one heck of a mischevious, smart and adorable one. i reckon she looked a whole lot like Stitch in this picture. ==

this cute one here, is Jamie- the youngest one.

Jamie unlike her brother, would want to take everything into her own hands and do it herself. =) but, dont be fooled by her angelic smile, because she can be quite cheeky at times.

and if you were wondering, Ashley is the eldest at home. =)

alr ight, this was the birthday cake. 3 D MAN! i've never seen such cake until... then. man, kids are just friggingly lucky these days. Vicky even bought cupcakes, hired a clown for the kids entertaiment. my oh my!

Pressie & Food Hunt.

2009-07-24T13:15:00.008+08:00

teeeeheeee~ it's shopping time! *just kidding* actually, my intention of going to Midvalley is to hunt some pressies for my dearest nieces, Ashley ( birthday girl) and Jamie and my nephew Nicholas ( am invited over to Vicki's place for house warming and Ashley's birthday celebration over the weekend). meanwhile, Dear, Pei Ting and Ivy came along with me and we all had a great time in a way or another.

and so our journey begins.

- KTM station in Nilai-

trains are constantly late in KL and i just dont get the reason why. we waited probably 30 mins or so and nearly got frustrated. cant people just understand simple english - Punctual? i guess this is part of Malaysians' culture, to be late. hmph!

if you were wondering who's this girl with cap standing beside me, well, she's my Dear ( Yik Wey aka Wey Jie)

and these 2 girls with black tops & specs are Ivy and Pei Ting. if you wanna know, Ivy never fails to pose the best for the camera! =)

- MidValley-

we arrived approximately 7.20 pm at Midvalley. after browsing Bonita, Ivy suggested that i should buy this cute pinkie winkie ribbon hair band for Ashley which we all came to agreement that she would definitely love it. =)

THEN... both Dear and i couldnt stand being hungry. instead of shopping, Dear and i went for food hunt where as Pei Ting and Ivy carry on shopping. =P in order to maximize our contentments and satisfactions, we decided to go Jusco and buy some cheap Japanese Bento which taste REALLY GOOD! lucky for us, they were having discounts. and seriously, i feel all so pampered! hehe.

taste as good as it looks. =) and it's only RM 6.50 ( the original price was RM 10.50!)

Dear bought a dozen of Big Apples for ChewBB, Kai Dun and her roomie.

as for me, i go for Meiji Chocolate Chip ice cream which taste.... REALLY REALLY GOOD! you can simply feel the enrichment of the chocolate melting on top of your tongue. how's that sound?! =P

Monster Hunt! well, these monsters are their themes Carnival Sales Theme i guess? but they look friggingly adorable and cuddlable. weeee~~

By the end of the night, these are what i bought for both Nieces and Nephew. LOL.

Ashley's Pinkie winkie ribbon hair band.

Jamie and Nicholas' Candies...

- the end-

2009-07-21T16:32:00.006+08:00

weeee~ it's time for a bloggie update. welllll. yesterday i went down to Pavillion with Teddie as he wanted to get his watch fixed at Fossil and to buy an ideal belt for his skinny jeans; while me, my only intention was to watch Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince and to try Krispy Kream out- which both turned out to be a great disappointment to me. =(

it wasnt much of a fruitful day since Harry Potter was a bummer and my stupid broadband hasnt been fixed and i nearly had a fight with the salesman. however, i did manage to pamper myself a bit by buying 2 cup cakes from Cup Cake Chics; 2 bars of Ghana Milk Chocolate; Krispy Kream and... NANDO'S for lunch!!! =)

Cup Cake Chic

it was really fun looking at the delicate cup cakes in rows, all so stunning. and surely, i wasnt able to resist the temptation to try them out. looking at the price, i thought it was an imported brand from US or UK. but i was wrong, the shop keeper said it is a local brand, well known in The Curve and apparently this is their 2nd branch that just opened few days back. and this got my hopes high that it might actually taste good. then again, i was wrong.

Fatal Attraction & On Cloud 9@ RM 4.50/cup

we kinda accidentally crushed the cup cakes and all the creams were sticking on the lining of the box. heck, guess what?! they are one heck of a heavy duty cup cakes because they are HEAVY! but on the contrary, they are made way too sweet. >.<>

they have various flavors and being the first time buyer, we didnt quite know which flavour to set in; so... we took the Fan Favourite Pack which consists of 6 donuts altogether with 6 various flavors at RM 7.20

look appealing to you?! well, here's the thing. if i were to choose, i'd still go for J Co. =) Krispy Kream is nice, but it's too sweet for me which could possibly cause a tooth ache.

New York Cheese @ RM 2.80

this is a MUST EAT, peepz! the crumbles on top of the donut tastes like Apple Crumble Cheese Cake from Secret Recipe and Coffee Bean. definitely worth every bite!

alright. i guess that's all for now. i think all these while not blogging my brain kinda rusted because im finding it a bit difficult to blog. =='''

emo

2009-07-12T20:26:00.003+08:00

there's just so much hidden in my heart and yet there dont seem to be any words that can express them into a complete sentence.

Barbara, Magdelene, Nicole, Yik Wey, Winnie and Ivy, so sorry for showing my sour face last night during Bei Ting's birthday celebration. i dont know what was wrong, or what went wrong, all i wanted to be was keep quiet. and recently i just dont feel so well. sorry yeah if i ever spoilt your night. =( i promise i'll be better, soon.

Updates.

2009-07-09T14:58:00.002+08:00

yeah well, i know i've been back in KL for almost a week now and i havent update my bloggie for ages. if you were wondering, i'm still surviving and i'm still alive. LOL. and yes, here's some updates, kie?! happie?! =P

05.07.09

landed safely in KLIA at 10 pm. Teddie was sweet enough to go all the way to the airport to fetch me. BUT then, he is now sick with flu because of me which made me feel utterly guilty as i didnt get as sick as he is. all i have right now is hot flask, experiencing all so heaty inside me.

THEN... when i got back to my accomodation, Magdelene told me to come over for DURIAN SESSION!!! weeehehehehe~ you have no idea how nice the durians tasted! first bite, sweet, when your saliva slowly tear and melt the durian meat apart, hmmm, a sense of bitterness came about. =) perfecto!

06.07.09

i laze about on my bed at 7 am in the morning thinking i have no class to attend. but luckily i'm smart enough to have called one of my lecturer to confirm. oh my gosh! class at 8 in the morning as we all thought we just need to collect our results. == 8 am, moral class. thank God the lecturer is one heck of an interesting lady, if not i swear i would lie flat like a corpse on the table. in fact, we all looked terrible that morning.

and dreadfully we finally made the through the morning with this lecturer who teaches management and leadership. my gosh, her voice sounds exactly like one of the characters in beauty and the beast- Mrs. Tea Pot. TELL ME ABOUT IT!

okay okay. the main point is- RESULTS WAS RELEASED THAT AFTERNOON. and we all passed gracefully. =) so did i. i am pretty satisfy with my results although i didnt get 4 flat as i've always wanted to.

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oh yeah, before i forget this, this semester i no longer have jam packed schedules from 8- 5 pm! now my class either starts at 8 and ends at 10 or it starts at 10 and ends at 2 or 3 with break in between. =) how's that sound?! this is what i call college life man! hehe.

anyhows, yesterday i finally met up with Vui Tiong and Tonny for volleyball. man, it was GREAT! i havent had such game for MONTHS ever since i went off for posting at Sunway Medicals'. and now my hands are all swollen and in terrible pain. when i let my hands down its like blood rushing down the veins or something. ==

and one more thing, i seroiusly feel like chunking my stupid broadband into the dumpster! what's wrong with it?! the line is so friggingly slow here. =( i can no longer download movies and dramas that i just started watching like Dexter... etc etc SHIT! argghhh... and it costs me 120 bucks PER MONTH for that frigging line. and see what kinda service they're giving. errrghh!

2009-07-05T15:51:00.001+08:00

good times never last long. i'm finally leaving home for good flying all the way back to KL again. another torterous semester is beginning very soon.

packed all my belongings, cut my nails and i'm ready!

bye mom, dad, pearly and matisse! will miss you guys a whole lot. and most important of all, thanks for EVERYTHING, thanks for making home the only place i wanna be. =(

tatas!

2009-06-18T15:04:00.003+08:00

regardless of the stressful weekends where i stay in my room studying or the joyous moments we spent laughing together in one another's room, i'm officially saying goodbye to my year one.

what have done; have been done. no, no point looking back anymore. =) whatever will be, WILL BE. there no longer is any reason to be anxious about my results anymore, I've fought the good fight, and if i screwed my results, at least i knew i've done the very best. for better for worse, i'm gonna leave it to God and only Him.

Year 2, here i come!

Day 2 in C. Highland

2009-06-15T17:10:00.007+08:00

we were slacking most of the time at home today. didnt do much actually as it started raining soon after a visit at the Smoke House. and you know what?! its like my dream home comes true! its so beautiful! hehe, simply imagining my life when i've a family in the future. heh~

anyway, pictures time!

- The Smoke House-
a.k.a My dream home!

-Road side-

alright. that's all... =)

Day 1 in C. Highland.

2009-06-15T11:07:00.002+08:00

for those who think that Cameron Highland is one heck of a boring hell, well, let me tell you this. it's not entirely that bad IF, you have a bunch of great friends to hang about AND provided that you're a nature lover. =)

anyway i'm not gonna talk much here. just enjoy the pictures alright!? =P

Cameron Highlands, here we come... =)

- Green View-

- Hitting off the Road-

- Equatorial Cameron Highlands 5 star Hotel-

this was by far the nicest picture i've ever captured. =)

haha. the 'jumping evolution'

YES! i'm stress-free! wuhuhuhuu~

- Tea Garden-

- Home-

p/s who says that imported strawberries taste best?! cameron highlands procudes a way too good strawberries too, you know?!

hey there!

2009-06-14T10:19:00.002+08:00

greetings from CAMERON HIGHLAND peepz!

haha. my stressful finals has finally come to an end. no more, yes no more stressful nights staying up studying; yup no more bitter sweet coffee rushing through my adrenaline to keep me up all night. =) HOW NICE!

anyway, the weather here is just nice, defintely cooler than Mesilau. the breezes that hang around the air just make you feel light and easy. and of course, to indulge and to curl inside your blankie without wanting to get out. =P

alright, i betta go now. gotta get ready for the day. =) tatas!

2009-06-11T13:35:00.004+08:00

4 DOWN;

1 MORE TO GO!

ush ush ush!!!

Pre- exam post

2009-06-04T01:34:00.003+08:00

Oh my goshhhhh... My first paper is due in about 26 hours. Prepared?! Almost I guess. Stress?! Pretty much I think. Doing an overall revision for Friday's paper and later at night I'll be focusing a whole lot in multiple essays.

Need heaps and heaps of prayers!!! Hoping for the best and the guidance of God! Fingers crossing...

But like they always say, ' Try your best, and let God do the REST!'

I bathed 4 times today!

2009-05-31T19:45:00.002+08:00

Yes... It's frigging hot here!!!

I'm like experiencing an episodes of hot flask!

I'm sweating profusely,

and like I said,

I bathed 4 times and yet the heat is unbearable!

And I'm experiencing an episodes of hot flask here.

Oh gosh...

I'm suspecting myself having hyperthyroidism!

All the symptoms are appearing- heat intolerance, profuse sweating, tremors, increase of appetite...

Crap! I'm nuts...

Gotta run!

P.s it has just starting to rain! Yes, finally...

Back for good

2009-05-30T12:29:00.002+08:00

hey all.

i'm finally back. =)

to my own crib of course!

had a tired trip back, not to mention, dead exhausted cleaning up my stuff.

i'll update my pictures soon.

i've 3 papers to sit for this week,

and finals is starting on friday!!!

and i'm slacking here right in front of my lappie downloading gossip girl. =P

naw, i was actually tidying up my stuffs and moving my table around. =)

need 'feng shui' to study! lol...

alright.

i'm off.

Dead tired...

2009-05-23T21:27:00.001+08:00

but

Thank God.

i survived through the week!

managed to study through out the whole week at a all so comfy library at Sunway College. =)

anyhow,

i'm waiting for the caffein to kick in its effect before i start off the night studying.

cant believe finals is a 13 days away!

sigh...

stress, yes, VERY INDEED!

but what can i say?!

this is my so called ' College Life'

oh yeah, speaking of which...

my posting is ENDING soon!

nostalgia is definitely kicking in.

gonna miss the great staff nurses i met; gonna miss Lyn, and all the new friends that i make here. =(

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upcoming events...

1st July
Cardiovascular Test

2nd July
Accessory and Endocrine Disorder Test

3rd July
Hematology and Integumentary Disorder test

5th July
Gastrointestinal, Accessory organs and endocrine disorder paper 1

8th July
Pharmocology Paper

9th July
Medical Surgical 1 Paper

11th July
Hematology and Integumentary Paper

12th July a.k.a LAST PAPER!
Respiratory and Cardiovascular Disorder Paper

1 am in the midnight

2009-05-17T00:30:00.006+08:00

yes, it's almost 1 am and what the heck am i doing here blogging?!

STRESS MODE ACTIVATED!

i need to alley and divert my stress for bits

because FINALS IS 3 FRIGGING WEEKS AWAY!

my study table is filled with papers and notes all over the place.

6 more respiratory disorders to revise and i'm done with tonight's syllabus!

told you its all messy...

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by the way, i'm starting on my Cardiovascular disorders in another 10 hours time! ECG is yet to study!!!

p/s PRAY FOR ME!!!

Weekly Updates...

2009-05-15T22:10:00.005+08:00

yeah yeah yeah, i know it's time to have an update or 2.

not gonna talk much, i'm uploading a whole bunch of pictures to illustrate bits and pieces of my week.

first thing first, we're all transferred to ward 6B and you know what? i dont like it at all. =( working there is so frigging stressful and the people there arent friendly at all. its really scary walking on the corridor having a strong, tense feeling of being dislike and unwelcome. and heck, i miss ward 5E and 5A a whole lot.

alright, pictures time!

we celebrated our first so called 'Nurses' Day' at the hospital that day only to find that Nurses' Day is based on our noble Florence Nightingale's date of birth. had a not so bad experience as the hospital held a fun fair for the nurses in the hospital.

ordered Domino's Pizza for the first time and realised it didnt taste so bad. one day later we had another Domino's for dinner and this time, i felt like puking after eating. NO MORE DOMINO'S until further notice!

P/S YOU KNOW WHAT?!?!?! i think that continuous Domino's combo made me gain weight! my jeans is no longer lose but TIGHT!!! ARGH!

Studies in NIL progress...

2009-05-10T01:01:00.005+08:00

* alert alert alert*

slack mode is so ON.

i'm currently addicted to both House MD and Gossip Girl season 1. and i am currently playing Restaurant City on Facebook! all these nonsense. well, i told myself- it's SATURDAY and i deserve a good break from all studies and work. =P -lame excuse-

anyway, i had a great time, great dinner with Teddie, Mandy, Evelyn and Lester tonight. apparently, the 2 guys were way too hungry that both of them ordered, a whole bunch of FOOD! 3 plates of french fries, one pork chop burger, one baked cheese rice, one pork chop, and 3 glasses of drinks just for the 2 of them. by the end of the dinner, i swear both Lester and Teddie would puke any second. and to be very honest with you, i'd feel like puking myself too to see the way they eat. pure madness...

honestly, i havent touched my lecture notes today. man, tomorrow. after watching 1 episode of Gossip Girl and i'll get my engine started. i promise!

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wait a second, i've still got 3 more weeks here in Sunway

which means i've still got 4 more weeks to do my finals revision...

and that would again means that my finals are 5 weeks away from NOW!

omg omg omg!!!

i seriously have to stop all these nonsense and get it all back on track before

before its too late!!!

just ME!

2009-05-06T08:45:00.003+08:00

Why are women always doing this?
Fail?!
Create ridiculous standards that no human can meet!

-extracted from House Season 5 episode 12-

hah! i love this sentence. it's so ME. always setting up high and unreachable standards is first, but being a perfectionist, man! its just so ME! haha

okay, off i go. i need to get my studies going. tatas~

Weekly updates...

2009-05-04T11:31:00.004+08:00

been away for the weekend. loads to update, loads to talk about. but i'll keep them all short. i'm running out of time anyway!

thursday night as promised, i went out with Jessie, Aaron and Christopher ( Jessie's bro) for their belated birthday celebration. went Dragon Eye, Secret Recipe then an open bar outside Pyramid called Republic. drank a shot of tequilla, which didnt turn out as bad as i thought. XD

on Friday afternoon, Jessie and i made another trip to Pyramid to get our stuff. shopped a bit to find i'm so frigging FAT! anyway we had our dinner done in Kim Gary's. =)

Saturday, Sunday and Monday morning ( which is now), i stayed over in Evelyn's place which is pretty much like a living heaven for me. =) i'm seroius. i had done my studies according to the syllabus set, i've had good and peaceful rest. and most important of all, i had fun sneaking in their apartment as well! teehee~

p/s will be away for the whole week again, because well... i'm working in the afternoon shift this week, will keep lappie away from me to study in the morning. WISH ME LUCK PEEPZ!

daily whines

2009-05-01T11:47:00.002+08:00

my gosh

a blink of an eye

i've still got 1 more month here

and off i go back to Nilai!

man,

you know what!?

i've altogether 4 tests to sit for on my revision week!

and after that its my FINALS!

ohmeeegoshhhh!

i'm to start my intensive revisions here!

no more slacking,

no more online-ing,

no more DOWNLOADINGS!

it's all about studies and keeping my mind straight!

4.0 pointer,

i'm aiming for you again!

how come college life didnt sound as fun back when we were young?! =(

The reason why i cant be a good nurse!

2009-04-30T23:09:00.000+08:00

yes, you heard me!

i recently realised the one and ONLY reason that would hold me back, being a good nurse!
( and i bet you would agree with me as well!)

well... you know right?! we have to offer bedpan to immobile patients if they wanna poo or pee?! and well, i'm having an issue with the poo part. because... i am pretty sure i've been set up for the poo party that awaits me for the past week!

let me explain... 1 of my old patient pooed in his pampers, and i was there to change his for him and to clean him up. but you know what?! he continued pooing when i wiped his buttock, NONE STOP! its like, you can see freshly made chocolate cake coming out man! and the smell... HEAD SHOT!
( and this is only the first part of the poo- party... )

and Jack said, ' inilah nurse kita...' i was like............

anyway, i'm trying really hard to work thish poo thingie out... i'm trying to get my 'poobia' over and get this problem resolve. of all the things, i cant believe cleaning poos' the only thing holding me... how ironic is that!

Time out...

2009-04-28T09:25:00.003+08:00

YOU'RE OUT!

as much as i'm concern, i dont want a time out from the hospital,

or to be precise- from my duty.

but the pain is getting unbearable with every step i take.

my hands are hurting and arent as flexible as usual;

my legs are heavy and painful as though i've vericose vein or deep thrombose vein!
( what the... i'm studying too hard!)

anyway,

both instructors think its best i go home and have a good rest and see how things go tomorrow.

i really pray God will show His great mercy on me... =(

these kinda pain havent come by for such a long time and its killing me!

Publish Post

T.G.I, ITS FRIDAY!

2009-04-24T08:38:00.005+08:00

yeah yeah yeah, i'm not dining in T.G.I Fridays... just, it's friday today, if you hadnt notice... this week has finally coming to an end.

sigh, what can i say?! i've still got 4 more weeks to go before i can finally move back to my comfort zone in nilai... and, not to mention... i've still got 5 more weeks before FINALS!!! OMG!!! i seroiusly have to start doing my revision and drawing up time tables just so i dont fall back behind. to maintain my CGPA this sem is so frigging hard as nowadays there no longer is any 100 questions mcqs, but accompanied by 40 meqs. KILL ME!

p/s it's not that i havent start my revision... it's just, i need 100% focus now instead of 50 50... HMPH... i wanna be a 4 POINTER- END OF STORY-

The Getaway...

2009-04-22T11:47:00.003+08:00

a wise doctor once said to her student,' On your day off, go as far as you want, to the place you feel most like yourself...'

sigh... i wanna be elsewhere but here... i miss the beautiful beach in KK... and i miss mummie and daddie very much... =(

Windy Tuesday

2009-04-21T11:21:00.004+08:00

i'm only working at 2 pm this week and i woke up early this morning at 8 am. i guess i just wanna adjust my time for bits for my revision just so i can jump straight to bed after my shower tonight or, the following nights.

its funny how i whined about the weather being so frigging hot yesterday because when i opened my door today the wind was actually blowing straight at my face; and it was raining outside... =) what a nice weather to sleep.

speaking of which... its time to adjust my meal hours... great... now breakfast i've gotta eat something light like cereals and apple; lunch i'm gonna have bread with jam/tuna; and rice for dinner... teehee... can i not have bread again!? sigh!

anyhow... i wish everything will turn out fine at work today. =) well, to Jack, all the best in your math test tomorrow... and to BH, all the best in your finals on thursday... and to cass, enjoy your hols... LOL! randommm... ==