Week 1 Over...

i know i havent been updating over the week... actually, i've been busy trying to cope up with my life in college. it's not that i have a lot of classes to attend, but i'm still struggling to adjust myself over the time now and then...

no no, it's not that i have a lot of classes to attend, definately not. but i still hate the idea of going to class doing group presentation which i didnt like very much. some people are just so stubborn that they think they know it all, and refuse to listen... argh~

anyhow... June is approaching and while looking at my journal i'm starting to think whether i have enough time left for my exam preparation or not. whether i like it or not, i'm phyco-ing myself that i can do it in time!

no more fooling around and it's time for hardcore revision! but, i've to liase with my health so most the time this week i was slacking around trying to adapt... one week over another to come! everything's gotta be different from now on~

Frustration

today was supposed to be my first day of class...

but it ended up all, being ugly.

because, the first thing i did when i arrived at class just to find our class occupied was bombarding my lecturer in charge with A LOT of questions... which she did not manage to answer which she, herself ended up being frustrated with us asking so much of questions...

bla bla bla etc etc... with all the forceful questions going on, they finally manage to get something out of nothing... the management was really bad... and tomorrow, a briefing session will begin at 9 am. i guess all the while i've been quiet for as long as i could... and now i was the one firing questions and making so much of noise...

and so, she promised to hand us the schedule by tomorrow but i'm thinking, it might be on daily basis... geez... so much of a day... and still, we're still frustrated over the lecturer's attitude... man... it was really bad!

End of the 'never ending clinical placement'

two months, two months passed by just like that...

my clinical placement has ended there and then... it was great, really great to be able to work with all those wonderful people that i met... :) they've been helpful, guiding me all the ways that they could just to make me a better person... and i did enjoy most of the time although, there were times when i just smiled evilly when it was time to knock off from work... =X well, i didnt enjoy that few departments than i have before but yeah, it was all gone now...

that's it... clinical placement has finally come to an end and i'm grateful of that... it has been stressful trying to cope up especially when i have to switch over to the other wards... not easy, to get to know new people and to work with them... and just when you've started adapting to everything... time to switch again...

anyhows... i'm still happie that i have 2 great person supporting me. thank you mom, for insisting that the rental isnt a problem... and thank you dearest for tolerating all the inconsistent working hours of mine... without the 2 of you, i wouldnt have been where i have there and then...

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what i miss most during the whole journey alone in Sunmed was my former roomie Pei Ting. we've been working together since 1st semester and since then we've been placed together no matter where we go. when i have a bad day at work, i just miss having her around because i can rant all i want with her...

and there i have my new roomie ( now known former) Sook Ting who is such a cute little girl that well, when you see her you just feel like protecting her... :) such petite size she has... well, 2 months we spent together, we learned to depend on one another... and after i moved out, i left her a tiny little note... :) which she replied in FB that made me teared...

'When I saw my empty bed, I really miss you. very happy co-existence and the same room with you for 2 months.I'm sorry did not eat a meal to say goodbye.u oso加油!..Waiting for you to come back sunway.=')
my dear roommatePenny Ho ♥'

Oh well, now that my semester break is starting... i'll just have to rest as much as i could and prepare myself for the wars that are to come... Happie holiday people!

Hello, Baby Girl...

She struggled,

She teared,

She’s in pain when all these were happening…

Just to bring her baby girl to this wonderful world…

I've never seen anything this captivating and this beautiful in my life...

Hands in hands,

They both held their hands together with each push she made…

Deep breathing, deep breathing,

They did it together side by side…

The only thing that I could feel there and then,

was the love…

How can I ever forget such a mesmerizing moment?

I was touched,

So touched that tears welled up in my eyes…

The arrival of the baby girl was so quick,

That that moment just vanished before your eyes…

And there she was,

Crying at the top of her lungs gasping for air…

eyes widened,

cant wait to discover things around her...

and she has her eyes...

I’m grateful,

That I was able to witness all these happening…

Because then I knew how precious love is…

For everything to take place…

Then i knew,

i can do this for the rest of my life- Receiving a new born baby...

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they say... woman looks her greatest when she's wearing her wedding gown...

but i say... woman looks her greatest when she's giving birth to her baby...

Back For Good!

i know i have been away from blogger for as long as i could remember, and i thought well, i would enjoy my write at Tumblr, which i initially did...

however, i realised all these rebloggings are sometimes pointless and... made me less motivation to blog. and then i thought, how am i to export all my entries there back here?! well, it's pointless and it wont work... :( i started another blog using blogger but there was no feelings there... i cant feel my energy there either...

so here i am... back in the old bloggie... :) i'll try to update more but no promises... my semester is gonna get pretty much intense with my Nursing board exam approaching in June!

see you then~

heya...

please be noted that i've moved my bloggie...

http://pennyho.tumblr.com

thank you... : )

SunMed

one random day at work, a patient has sent 2 big boxes of cupcakes for everyone of us in our ward to show his gratitude to us nurses for all the cares we rendered to him. : ) it made my day. the cupcake did taste very nice. and it has glitters on it all over the cupcakes…

anyhow, if you were wondering how awesome my work place is, i’ve got a picture of it showing how beautiful it is making my way to work. : )

the long corridor just to get to my ward. look at the view outside...

this yummiliciously pretty cupcake from a patient in the ward...